Aksana Muratalieva: Oral History 2021
Thu, 7/22 10:18AM
36:02
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
kyrgyzstan, heart, isaac, human, augsburg, god, lives, people, life, human beings, minneapolis, fact,
commons, suffering, began, health, reaches, continue, minnesota, pandemic
SPEAKERS
Isaac Tadé, Aksana M
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Aksana Muratalieva: Oral History 2021
Thu, 7/22 10:18AM
36:02
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
kyrgyzstan, heart, isaac, human, augsburg, god, lives, people, life, human beings, minneapolis, fact,
commons, suffering, began, health, reaches, continue, minnesota, pandemic
SPEAKERS
Isaac Tadé, Aksana M
I
Isaac Tadé 00:02
Thank you for joining us today for this oral history project for the Augsburg University
Central Health Commons. My name is Isaac Tadé. I'm a student intern with Augsburg
Central Health Commons. Could you please introduce yourself for the recording?
A
Aksana M
00:17
Thank you. My name is Aksana Muratalieva. And I am a native for Kyrgyzstan, born on
March 26 1973, in the capital city formerly known as Frunze, and currently Bishkek, which
is the capital of a beautiful, mountainous country of Kyrgyzstan.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:45
Okay, thank you. And before we continue, I would just like to confirm that you consent to
being interviewed and having this interview stored at Augsburg University, which will be
used and available to the public.
A
Aksana M
00:59
I am absolutely honored and delighted to be a part of this auspicious opportunity, which is
with the Augsburg University Central Health Commons program. Thank you.
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I
Isaac Tadé 01:14
Thank you. Okay, let's get into it. So can you tell me where you grew up and who you call
family.
A
Aksana M
01:22
As I had mentioned earlier, I was born on March 26 1973, which makes me as of today of
48 years of age. I was born in my mother says I was born in a small village of shoberg at
the outskirts of my country, Kyrgyzstan. And in fact, I was born as a premature baby over
seven months old, whom doctors kind of proclaimed that I wouldn't survive, but here I am,
fourty eight years older. So and I grew up and matured, which means I got my high school
education then my university degree in English language and literature at the Kyrgyz
State National University in the capital city of Bishkek. So and then later at the age when
I was 27 years old, that makes it September 2000. That's when I got an admission to the
program in Human Resource Development at the University of Minnesota here in
Minneapolis. And my family, my mother Canalabou and my father Jyaumprsho. So they
are very senior age right now. My father is 79 years old and my mother is 69 years old. So
me and my son have just returned from our international trip to Kyrgyzstan, and stayed
there for two months. So my family are my mom and dad, they're in good health. Thank
you God. And I do have an older sister, Inyerha, two years older than I am then I'm the
second one. After me I have two younger brothers, Azad and Bauckut. One of them is up
here in the United States, lives this assembly in Burnsville, the state of Minnesota and my
younger brother Bauckut, who is 43 years old. Right now him and his family and children
they live in Bishkek Kyrgyzstan.
I
Isaac Tadé 03:40
Okay, thank you for sharing. Um, could you tell me about how you got involved with Street
Voices of Change?
A
Aksana M
03:49
All thank you I so I believe that it is truly a hand of Almighty God. I'm really beginning to
delve into is our Almighty creator. And every human being in fact, is created in his likeness
and image. So I am honored to have met a very distinguished gentleman. His name is
Paul and I met him about a week ago at the seven a.m daily mass, Monday through
Friday at the Basilica of St. Mary. And we began to speak about the social issues and he
wholeheartedly invited me to this remarkable meeting this morning, every Thursday at
8:30am with hot breakfast served, of the Street Voices of Change. And here I am a week
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after the whole credit I owe entirely to of course God and he is using Paul as his mighty
and very active hand in bringing People whose hearts are on you know, painful with the,
you know, devastation the whole humanity of the earth is going through right now. So
God is using Paul and right now meeting remarkable gentle men Isaac yourself. And here I
am being interviewed for to the remains in the history of humanity.
I
Isaac Tadé 05:23
I'm so glad you're a part of this history. Thank you. And will you be coming back to Street
Voices of Change?
A
Aksana M
05:29
Absolutely.
I
Isaac Tadé 05:30
We will be seeing more of you at Health Commons?
A
Aksana M
05:32
Every meeting, I just will have to excuse myself because I just booked an airline ticket for
my 12 year old son and myself. So we are flying God willing, of course, this coming Sunday,
July 25. The 21, two from Minneapolis to Las Vegas, we are our family, the Deloris' and our
cousins, Robin and Jacquelene. Are patiently waiting on us to join and we all are going
camping. To lake Sacco and Yosemite Park and all those places. And after that, about two
weeks planned for, we will come back and this will be the first you know, breakfast
meeting, I will be jump right in from the airplane.
I
Isaac Tadé 06:20
Okay. Well, we'll be excited to see you back then. So to switch the topic a little bit, I'd like
to ask you, what did life look like for you before the pandemic, and what is different for
you now, because of COVID-19.
A
Aksana M
06:36
Thank you, Isaac, this is quite heavy for the heart. And for the mind subject. Speaking for
myself, I am the kind of person who does count the blessings. But then, last year, the
whole world turned upside down. We, including myself and my son, we have been locked
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in into a tight environment of our beautiful, of course blessed, you know, one bedroom
apartment with the windows overlooking, you know, the Basilica of St. Mary. But due to
strict guidelines, and, you know, desire to keep ourselves safe and good health, and our
neighbors we live on fifth floor of the historical building, right here in the heart of
Minneapolis. We had to you know, follow those two guidelines, which I truly understand
and support. So, then how lives that were around me, I mean, the human beings whom I
connected to, they just began to be taken the Coronavirus, was in a merciless began to
claim the illness began to claim the lives of the people next to us. And my heart is beating
in agony, agony as we speak. I am in fact, really blessed to be alive. And moreover, to be
in good health. So being a human being with breathing, you know, beating heart over
time, I think and meditate upon many, many things, and I questioned God. Why did you
keep me alive? And why are you keeping me alive? And I'm still trying to find the answer
to this question. I even checked out the books from the Central Public Library in
downtown Minneapolis about you know, God checked out a few books with the title is The
Mind of God, the mind of God and the purpose of life and I read a lot I am just fortunate
and I do know that my life is fragile as well. You know, I'm no different from anyone and
any moment you know any thing can stop me anytime and in my language in Kyrgyzstan,
we say that you know the extent and the illness they come uninvited. So my life personally
turned upside down. And if I'm still breathing and in this physical body, I believe that
Almighty God does have a purpose for me and this is when I began to really search the
answers for the purpose of my life. And then, you know, mighty God, I'm so grateful that
I'm alive right now. I mean, me and my son in terms of his COVID we were blessed to take
our trip to visit my father, and my mother and Kyrgyzstan we are back 10 days ago from
our two months, stay in Kyrgyzstan. And during this time, you know, I, as many 1000s, and
millions of fellow beings, I did lose my good job. My last job was a security I was the
security officer for the statewide protective agency was the headquarters in Brooklyn
center. And I had to, you know, let my job go. So for the concerns of COVID, because I'm a
single parent of a 12 year old, I was honestly afraid. So but then, you know, I'm so grateful
to the government of the United States to the government of the state of Minnesota and
the governor. So I had, I was forced by the circumstances of the income to apply for the
Minnesota unemployment insurance, for which I was instantly approved online. And, you
know, I'm so blessed, I was able to collect those benefits in home country of Kyrgyzstan,
we don't have the stimulus checks. We don't have the, you know, the unemployment
benefits. In fact, the government of Kyrgyzstan went on a vacation last year as of summer,
leaving the entire nation of 6 million people when or for their own survival. And I'm
eternally grateful, it puzzles me, you know, this whole worldwide pandemia. It makes me
think it makes me not to take my personal frivolously. And I want to be of help. And I want
to be hand of mighty God in helping, you know, and I believe this, the hand of God has
brought me to this program called Street Voices of Change.
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Isaac Tadé 12:33
Well, that's so beautiful, thank you for sharing your story, and for sharing your struggle
through the pandemic and the things that you saw during the pandemic, have obviously
impacted you deeply, and maybe even certainly on a spiritual level. And that, would you
say is how your outlook has been changed on life? You sound incredibly grateful.
A
Aksana M
13:00
I am, I am, I am. I am beyond the feeling the human feel sentimental feeling of
gratefulness. I am beyond grateful. And I am willing to find the answer why God is has
decided not willingly to give me because I do believe that the time that the piece of time
that we humans have really created was our rush is our try to catch up on things and
trying to collect the items. So my heart is in a different place right now. I don't anymore,
secure my, you know, my riches and the properties and in last year, I began to enjoy this
antique to a person do their China sets and the silver and the gold. I am blessed with all
everything that I own. But now my heart is not there. I my heart. You know, I stole my
church is in heaven. And, in fact, with the benefits that I was able to, I was generously
given by the government of the state of Minnesota. While my trip to Kyrgyzstan, I was
able to help my own family, as many believe millions of fellow immigrants are in the
United States. I did send money for money ground. And in fact, my family's doing
construction right now. So I was with those benefits, because the dollar value was the ratio
of $1 equaling 84 soms on the local currency. It stretches far. So I was I thank, the
government of the U.S you know, that money paid for the craftsmen that we have hired to
expand the property that we have in the countryside, close to the mountains closer to
nature, we're able to buy the construction materials we're able to buy the food, my mom
was cooking three times meals. And I was even able to use that money for charity,
because there's so much pain and suffering, you know, people in wheelchairs, people are
starving people hungry. So I was able to give the money from that, because currently, you
know, I'm not employed. And that's the fact. So yeah, it's, it's the fact. Thank you. Yeah,
I
Isaac Tadé 15:42
thank you for sharing. So moving on here in the summer of 2020, the movement against
systemic racism had Minneapolis at its Epicenter, with the murder of George Floyd, can
you describe your experience living in the Minneapolis St. Paul area during this time?
A
Aksana M
16:02
Thank you, Isaac. My 12 year old son, chemiluminescent, and myself, we resides in the
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heart of Minneapolis city, right at 230 Oak Grove Street and historical building on the fifth
floor. And we were we are in fact, we still reside there. Live in the epicenter. So first and
foremost, my heart in agony, and mourning goes out to reach the suffering and the agony
that the family of George Floyd has been going through and still going through. We all
entire humanity, are connected. And however much we try to, you know, resist on that the
whole humanity, we are one we are connected. So, in my heart, I express my very sincere,
deep condolences to the family of a fellow human being, George Floyd, who, due to the
unfortunate circumstances, you know, lost his life? And I have no answer for this because
I'm a mortal, sinful human being as everyone else. So is everyone in my family, and I have
no answer. why it happened? I have no answer as a human being as a mortal human
being why it had to happen. And my heart reaches is out to his family, to his parents, if
they're listening to this, go out to his, you know, loved ones, to those people who have
known him and loved him. And I believe that he is soul and spirit are in the place in
heaven where they say there is no suffering anymore. My heart at the same time, which is
out to the family of the policemen, you know, it happened, so, and his family is suffering
as well, he himseself is suffering. So, in fact, the whole humanity is suffering and we should
stop denying that it has happened to someone else it has happened. And it may happen
to any single one of us. No one is exempt of pain and suffering. Yeah. So, and during the
riots and everything, you know, which I understand. So, we people were also prior to that
locked up in four walls and you know, when we are being locked up and close environment
with not going outside. We have to release our energy and our energy, anger elsewhere.
And so it happened, you know, my heart is in pain right now. You know, I mean, it's right
now there's also reconstruction repairing going on, but I saw lots of burning and breaking
and you know, it's and I understand I connect to and I don't want to blame anyone for any
of the emotions which had to be poured out. And many times in destructive way because
we all are humans. Yeah. And I'm not an exempt to this. So I saw the troops being pulled in
the city. So the man my son was so anxious about this, he'll say, Mom, I'm looking at the
military man in uniforms and holding the guns and in my heart reaches out to those
soldier men who have their own families as well. And my heart reaches out to policemen
to nurses, and to the doctors who many of them have lost their lives and sacrifice their
lives and you know, expose themselves to the risk of the Coronavirus, who live on the fifth
floor. And there is no other day and night which go by where we don't hear the sirens. And
for me that every siren was an ear is the cry of entire humanity for help. Help Help. So we
need to stop closing our eyes and saying this is not my pain. No, because everyone driving
that, you know, the ambulance car, the police car, they have mothers, they have fathers,
they have children, they have wives, there have husbands who are you know, waiting on
them in their homes, and they may not come back. So every time you know, I will hear
that in my heart in my heart, I would cry and I'm still crying. That's why when they use this
body, this physical body and my mind to benefit if there's anything I can help with what I
am, so I'm here.
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Isaac Tadé 21:17
Yes. Thank you. Okay. Okay. Yeah, thank you for sharing all of that. I know, it was a very
tumultuous time, it continues to be a tumultuous time, some of the things that were
happening before just maybe exposed more. So I would ask you, I would like to ask you. If
there's anything else that you want people to know, or remember, like, let's say 30 years
from now, about your experience, or other people's experiences, who may not have
experienced homelessness during this time period. What would, what's your message to
send to them?
A
Aksana M
22:05
I'm 48 years old right now. 30 years, forward, forward. I'm God willing, I'm here and
working on my two feet. Hopefully, I don't know because, you know, I mean, every step
could be the last step. Every breath could be the last one. And in fact, this is the
worldwide pandamia which made me and still make the think on this because the Bible
says, tomorrow is not promised, as my next step is not promised as my next breath is as
promised, as my next eyesight is not promised. So reaching out to someone who would be
possibly maybe winning their ear to what I'm saying. I have actually tears filling up my
eyes right now. Remember, life, human life is sacred. The word of the of God the living
word of God, Holy Bible. Stay, stick to it. I'm trying to honor my every movement with the
precept each precept of the Word of God and hold the Bible. God says Be still and know
that I am God not as human beings. Do not rush, no point. Do not collect all this you know
worthless belongings. Um, I was reading a couple days ago Eclesiastes everything is
meaningless. While you're looking forward to it, collecting the treasures like materialistic
treasures, you know this that cars and the houses and belongings and the clothes when
I'm gone, I won't be able to take any one of this. Of dusty we come and to dust we shall
return. Yes. So I want the and I'm not an exception. I'm a mortal human being would
vanish physically from the face of this earth and life will continue going on. And there is a
saying in the punny shots. "There is a bridge between time and eternity. neither death nor
pain, nor day and night can cross that." And that bridge is the spirit of man. So hopefully
what I'm seeing right now in spirit will reach out the listening ear. So remember, human life
is sacred, and you're life does count. So, remember, blessings, do crown the head of the
righteous. So keep your head, your chin up. And when due to career or accomplishments,
even they are meaningless. They vanish as you know everything else in this life.
Remember, keep your feet on the ground, you may keep your dreams and ideas and
thoughts you know up, but when you're up there, always remember there is so much
suffering down there, keep your feet firmly on the ground and follow I would say obey the
commands the presets which are clearly depicted engraved in Holy Bible only. Thank you,
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Isaac Tadé 26:04
thank you. Thank you so much. Um, just a few final questions geared towards health what
would you say that you need for health as you define it
A
Aksana M
26:20
5000 years ago, Hippocrates who is considered to be the father of the medicine did did
say let your food medicine let thy foot wet their medicine lets your medicine be thy food.
So, physically we are what we eat. And in fact I have just shared the whole heartshaped
container. Of have a very healthy I would say you know, natural anti COVID anti
Coronavirus vaccine which has three of the most powerful God nature create ingredients.
The first ingredient is the raw ginger root which your grind you know, I did this this
morning I chose 6am in the morning grounded in the manual grinder took me a while.
Number two ingredient is raw honey and the honey I put was actually the mountains
honey of Kyrgyzstan my native land. Third ingredient was the limes. Fresh squeezed lime
juice. Every single one of them is a very important antiviral, anti infectious antibacterial,
antioxidant. And you can imagine the word those three together do so in the morning
empty stomach, one tablespoon full. And I myself eat ginger odors you know as bread. So,
yeah, nutrition is the bridge to good health, nutrition. And of course starts with rightful
and righteous thinking you are on a mental and psychological emotional level. You are
what you think you are. In fact your mind does shape your reality.
I
Isaac Tadé 28:30
Beautiful. So, so insightful. Everything that you have to say and, and I so appreciate your
your input on health. Continuing that. What would you what feedback would you have for
the staff here at Central health commons? I know this is only your first day here. But from
your experience so far, is there anything that we can work on? What could be better? Is
anything missing?
A
Aksana M
29:01
Thank you, Isaac. This morning, the mighty hand of God has brought me to be introduced
to this auspicious remarkable and unique program at Augsburg central health commons.
Forgive my ignorance I didn't know about this program and truly, you know learning to be
a medicine woman excited looking forward to know more in depth about your integrative
program and hopefully to be involved with your you know, current and forthcoming
projects. So as a fellow simple human being the you know, sensitive resident of the City of
Minneapolis I will be honored if there is any input of my experience, knowledge, I mean, I, I
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am a world wide traveler. So, I mean the cultural input the knowledge input, the
experiential, the historical the snake, I mean, I mean, I am well, I am, so I'll be very
fortunate, and they will consider that as unique and auspicious and one of a kind
opportunity to get to know more about your background isaac, about the background of
the people who run this program, and I am fully supportive of your health problems of the
Augsburg department, thank you, college.
I
Isaac Tadé 30:43
thank you, it's, we're so thankful that you're here. Is there anything else you'd like to say
before we finish today,
A
Aksana M
30:56
life is beautiful. Life is sacred. Life is a journey of mind, body, and spirit. And we, as human
beings, I truly, truly beginning to believe in my heart that God did create, every single one
of us down to the, you know, little piece of hair on top of our head, for His glory and
purpose. And if he did create us in his own likeness and image because there is no other
species on the face of the evolutionary Earth, and universe which resembles even tibbett
to the human being, I mean, we are so complex, we are the matrix of the feelings and
sentiments, emotions and the I mean, it's just phantasmagoric what the minds you know,
which are tuned in there, you know, creative magic and create the music and the
philosophy and the art and the science and oh my god, do we just do just Isaac, you know,
imagine we tune in our energy and our spirit and our entire essence to the to who we truly
are created to be. There is absolutely I mean, we are the human beings who are able to
launch this spaceships into this space into the universe to discover the Milky Ways and
the Galactus we are all same human beings who are able to communicate to each other
on a remote basis I mean about this you know, the mind speaking and this the hypnosis
and the Tilly kinetics, and oh, my God, and can you imagine that this this is all are all is in
sync? I mean, it's all like, in us, human beings, we just need to continue delving and then
you know, into our real the true the, you know, authentic the nature, oh my god, as every
human being we just don't realize that we are you know, I mean, we are creating let's but
in the image of God, but we should stop pretending that we are God because we are not.
As I said, let's get back to the, you know, what divine Holy Word of God says, All the Bible
Be still and know that I am God. So we have to humbly bore ourselves. You know, I'm not
saying no place also knowledge, but maybe this is the time even this coronavirus
pandemic is the design of the Almighty God so that we humans, you know, stop
pretending, being gods, although we are Almighty and handy, but our days are counted.
So, and it was this I take authority on behalf of mighty creature, give every fellow human
being on the face of the earth. You know, be blessed, and count your blessings. Because
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remember, every breeze every step, every you know, eye look, anything we hear anything
can come to an end can cease to exist any moment. And I'm not exempt I'm just a mortal
human being whose life physical life is fragile.
I
Isaac Tadé 34:29
extremely humbling. Thank you so much for your time. So that concludes our interview for
today. Again, thank you for taking the time to share your story, to share your perspective.
And, and and to give us a little sense of who you are and and who you are as a human in
this world. So thank you again.
A
Aksana M
34:50
Thank you Isaac so may you know this technology, you know, help us carry our tools and
the year vibrations and the you know, breath and the, you know, mode of our hearts
through the times through the space. Because there's the Upanishads of ancient Sanskrit
said that there is a bridge between time and eternity. Nothing can close the patient. It is
the spirit of man, which was ongoing, every human is gone, we will continue carrying the
message through the centuries into eternity. So, thank you, Isaac, Thank you for your time.
And I bow my head and my spirit and my entire essence in humbleness for you, to the
entire staff of the Augsburg central health Commons to the program the strength voices
of change to the entire humanity. Thank you taking the time and listening to mumbling of
a mere human being.
I
Isaac Tadé 36:00
Amen. Thank you.
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Cecil 2021
Fri, 7/30 11:01AM
42:04
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
situation, people, person, pandemic, streets, feet, experiences, life, day, police, homeless,
social distancing, law enforcement, augsburg, homelessness, faith, worst, called, head, place
SPEAKERS
Cecil Scott, Kathleen Clark
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Cecil 2021
Fri, 7/30 11:01AM
42:04
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
situation, people, person, pandemic, streets, feet, experiences, life, day, police, homeless,
social distancing, law enforcement, augsburg, homelessness, faith, worst, called, head, place
SPEAKERS
Cecil Scott, Kathleen Clark
Kathleen Clark 00:02
Thank you for joining us today for this oral history project for street voices of change and
Augsburg Central Health Commons. My name is Katie Clark. I'm an assistant professor of
Nursing at Augsburg. Can you introduce yourself for the recording?
C
Cecil Scott 00:17
My name is Cecil Scott.
Kathleen Clark 00:19
Great. And before we continue, I would just like to confirm that you consent to being
interviewed and have the interview stored at Augsburg University, which will be made
available to the public.
C
Cecil Scott 00:30
Yeah.
Kathleen Clark 00:31
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Great. Thank you. So can you tell me where you grew up and who you called family?
C
Cecil Scott 00:38
I grew up in North Minneapolis. To the question of who I call family, I mean, I call my
family, family. My grandmother. She had 11 kids here. She had nine kids here two over in
Texas who they were taken from her and that's one of the reasons why she moved here to
Minnesota. So I have a pretty big family. Scotts, Neils, Joneses, Ingrams pretty pretty big
family here in Minneapolis.
Kathleen Clark 01:28
Great Well, can you tell me how you got involved with Street Voices of Change?
C
Cecil Scott 01:33
I got involved with Street Voices of Change in their first meeting. I was homeless. And
someone told me, "Hey they're giving these bus tokens and they're giving away some
some breakfast over at Central Lutheran Church. So let's go over there and check it out,
see what it's about." And upon attending that initial group, and when I found out what it
was about and what was getting started, I wanted to be a part of it and I just kept coming
back after that.
Kathleen Clark 02:17
So what was life like for you before the pandemic and what is different for you because of
it?
C
Cecil Scott 02:26
Well, life before the pandemic was definitely easier due to access of different things but
nothing has really changed. I've always been a person, I practice social distancing before
social distancing was a thing. I'm not a person who really likes to touch other people or be
touched by other people. So social distancing was something that was like cool with me
I'm not a germaphobe or anything like that. But there was something that I was easily
able to adapt to. The transportation in the situation it seemed like people were going to
the left, they were going a little bit crazy. Transportation, riding riding the city bus with
several different people who were experiencing the pandemic with me, some of them just
weren't able to, to maintain it and keep their composure so there was a lot of different
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things that were happening on the city buses. Like fighting, people getting upset with
people for not having a mask on sitting, too close to them, and different things like that.
So that in particular made me go out and reget my driver's license and get me a vehicle
just so I wouldn't be dealing with the aggression from other people. As far as my job, my
job never stopped. I've been working continuously through the pandemic. I work for a
company that is an essential company. We we do metal plating, and we do metal plating
for specific government agencies or entities that allowed us to stay open for the pandemic
because they needed their equipment that we were working on. So no, my employment
didn't stop. Then we got in to this, the George Floyd thing. And a lot of different businesses
were burned down. So with the pandemic, and that going on, it was hard to access a lot
of things like grocery stores and buying clothes and different things like that. I'm trying to
think if there's any other ways a pandemic has affected me. Because like I said, I'm pretty
much a homebody anyway. So, quaranting myself wasn't no real big issue, you know. I
gotta a little cat. She keeps me company. So I wasn't all the way alone. Plus I'm computer
savvy so I can communicate with people via internet or Facebook or whatnot. So I think
that's pretty much covers my pandemic stuff.
Kathleen Clark 06:06
So can you tell me a little bit about your experiences? Being either houseless, homeless
are marginally housed in the past?
C
Cecil Scott 06:16
What type of experiences would you like to hear? So yes, there's quite a bit of them. When
I first started out homeless, you know, it was somewhat of a choice. Me and my, my
girlfriend were breaking up. And I could either try to stay in that situation, which wouldn't
probably been healthy for me. Or I could go to the shelter, and just start trying to build
anew, which is what I did, and that turned out to be the best solution. And during that
time, in the beginning of that time, I was robbed. I believe I was stung with stun gun, I'm
not exactly sure what they actually hit me with to, to render me unconscious. But I got
robbed for my little homeless possessions. And they really scarred my face really bad.
And blood, a lot of people thought that I wouldn't heal correctly. I did. And thank God, I
did heal God, God had his hand in that situation as well. So that started making me
change my drive of what I wanted to do, I had already had a job. I was already working
40 hours a week. So it just, it just made me go harder. I was working for a temp agency.
And any place they asked me to go, I went, regardless of how far was a how early in the
morning, I had to get up. In some cases, I had to get up and catch a bus to a train and
then ride a bike. But whatever it was, whatever the requirement was, I did that. And during
one of these situations, I was going to a place called the Opportunity Center to eat
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breakfast before I got on my first bus and I was riding down Chicago avenue to go to their
seven o'clock meal. And on Chicago and Franklin, I witnessed a man being murdered.
Another man walked up behind him with his hoodie tied around his face and a gun in his
sleeve and shot him in the back of the head just 30 feet in front of me. That situation even
though I've seen death before that situation, really, really awakened me. Because I was
trapped in the streets. And I felt by you know, the streets almost killed me once with the
robbery. And now I'm witnessing a man getting shot in the back of his head. And so it kind
of told me that if I did not work harder or try harder to change my situation, the streets
were going to kill me. So I just went into overdrive and I started showing up at work two
hours earlier and leaving two hours later, which to my to to the owner of the business I
worked for. He just was liked "where did you get this work ethic from?" I got it from the
streets. He did not kind of understand it but, the streets motivated me to get out of the
streets and because I didn't I didn't want to die like that, you know? That's the amount of
motivation, every senses is stuck, just keep the streets from getting me. That was the
second part of that question, I think only.
Kathleen Clark 10:12
yeah, just be your experiences of being homeless or marginally housed or any of that,
which you've answered with some great stories, and also, why you decided to try to make
some changes, which I very much applaud. So, given all that you've been through, and
given the situation in the last 18 months, what gives you hope and strength?
C
Cecil Scott 10:47
Well I'm gonna have to say, my faith in God. In the beginning, it was a little difficult to
activate my faith and activating my faith, what I mean is, you have to believe what you're
actually praying for, and what you're expecting God to give to you. And not all the time
that is easy, you know, that started out for me being a very difficult thing to do, to trust
that it was going to happen, because so many times prayers hadn't worked. And I've just
realized that if I believe God is gonna fulfill these things for me, then it's gonna happen.
And I started doing that, and it's happened over and over, and over and over, and it's
happened so many times that I've become reliant on that. So when a situation comes up
now, where I know that I can't do it on my own, I know that it's gonna be a struggle, and
I'm gonna need help. My first go to is God, because it's been working, it's been working the
whole time, you know, helping me change my situation. And so that's, that's where I go, I
goes straight to God, "this is a lot for me, this I can't handle this by myself." And I trust that,
that is going to be all that I need to do, to give whatever I'm trying to accomplish done.
And thus far, that is what has happened. So that is what I'm doing. I'm continuing to trust
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God, and trust that things that I need will be placed in my life and the pathway will be
clear. It's been that way. And then just recently, I had an emergency surgery. And I had to
take a leave of absence from my employment. And during that time, all of these different
fundings, unemployment, and HMLA, all of these different places that were supposed to
be lending, not lending me some money, but giving me some money to support myself
during this time. Those places were not coming through. So I finally spent the last of my
last paycheck. And I just was out there with nothing. And I was running out of gas and
didn't know how I was going to pay my car insurance and different things like that. And I
just said, You know what, I've been trusting God, all of this time. I'm gonna trust God now.
And I drove to a meeting here on E, I was driving on empty when I got here, and did not
expect to get any help from here, but I wanted to attend this meeting. So came in and
started talking in attending in the group. And then afterwards, people wanted to talk to
me and find out how I was doing when I told him and some people's like, "Oh, well, you
know what, we can help you with this." And then I got, I got gas money, and I got my
insurance paid and all of these different things that I did not expect to come out of that
particular meeting happening. And they just further showed me that I need to trust God in
all of these situations, and I'm going to be alright, and I have been, and that's where my
head is focused at that. I'm just keep doing that. I realize also that karma is something
that exists too. I don't think that if I was doing the wrong thing. I don't think that all of
these good things that have happened to me, would have happened to me. I don't think
that people extending their hands out to help me would have been available. I think I
would have been in a whole different time frame for God to work. So, me doing good is, is
bringing me good things and good people into my life. And when I needed help it was
there. So, it's a message to anybody that I like to deliver is that just do good and, and
have faith have pure faith and it'll be alright things, things will fall in place. God will make
sure that you are right to take care of you.
Kathleen Clark 15:41
Well, in the summer of 2020, and with the murder of George Floyd, Minneapolis became
the epicenter of this movement to, you know, call out and change the situation around
racism in our country. Can you describe your experiences living in Minneapolis during that
time?
C
Cecil Scott 16:02
During that time? Yeah, during that time, also, the time is still in existence right now,
actually, in my life, and it's always been that time. The George Floyd situation brung, a
little bit more fear. To me personally, because I'm a black man who's had several
encounters with law enforcement that have not been good situations, I've been assaulted
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by police officers, I've been at gunpoint, I've had guns to my head, I've been hit with
different weapons that police use, handcuffs, and this is a lot of treatment that is not not
good. It's something that I would be wanting to experience again, I doubt anybody would.
But with this situation, the fears heightened because I feel like that the police are going to
want to have some type of retaliation. And they're not just gonna, they're not going to
retaliate against anybody, they're going to retaliate against people who look like me. I
don't look like a prep student, I don't look like a person who is, is going to a clerical job
every day, I look more like a street person or urban person. And to some people, I may
even look like a gang member. So I'm just like in that big target pool. So even when I'm
pumping my gas, and I see a police car driving by is a certain amount of fears, a certain
amount of energy that goes through my body, to not only just alert me, but just to get me
aware of where I'm at, in what's going on around me. I don't know how many other people
feel this, this feeling that I'm speaking up when they encounter law enforcement, I don't
believe that it's fair that I have to go through this. I don't go through this when I when I
meet other people. So is this not a race thing? It doesn't, it doesn't matter if it's a white
person or black person, Asian or whatever ethnic origin they may be, it's the whole the
whole environment of policing. When I see a black and white police car, or when I see a
police car, in general, sheriff's car, whatever, I know that there's a person in there that
could potentially cause me harm or even kill me and then possibly get away with it. And I
have no justice. I'm just dead. And that feeling that I get I describe it as fear because I
don't know what other other way to express it. I mean, I'm not walking around, ready to
stick my head in a hole because I'm afraid. But there is this feeling that this cautionary
thing when law enforcement is around that I have and it's only because of situations like
this. It's only because of that. You know, it's not fair to me. I shouldn't have that. That's like
I'm being bullied at school, knowing that I have to go to school and and see this person
every day. And then when I encountered them, I get this feeling that something could
happen. You know? And that's not fair that that's, that's completely not fair. I'm hoping
that you all understanding what I'm talking about, and can get a clear picture of it. But
that, right there is. That is this definitely something that the George Floyd situation has
created. I'm really, I'm really happy with the results and the George Floyd situation. The
man had a very hard death. And it was one of the worst ones that I ever seen. You know,
I've never seen anybody lose their life over several minutes of suffering. I've always seen
like, the guy on Chicago and Lake at night, Chicago, Chicago, and Franklin who was shot
in his head, and they're dead instantly. I've never watched somebody die, slowly, drowning
or, or being choked to death. I've never seen anything like that. And so it really impacted
me. It actually made me angry that that could happen, and these people could get away
with it. So seeing that, they decided to charge them. And one of them is currently doing
time for his crimes. Which I feel the sentence was not fair is it is some success, it is a
sentence because a lot of officers have done worse and not paid the penalty at all. But I
see young men from my urban environment, that do crimes that are similar murder in
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general, and they give 45 years. And then we got this person who was a authority figure.
He's law enforcement, and he's been doing this job for 20, 30 years. And this this person is,
is basically given a slap on the wrist. You give this little 20 year old kid who don't know too
much 45 years for the same thing. It just doesn't, it just doesn't seem fair in that aspect.
But I am glad that some justice came out of that situation. I think that it was downplayed
by monetary sympathy. What I mean by monetary sympathy is they went ahead and they
gave $27 million to George Floyd's family kind of like to say, "Well, here you got all of this
money now. Okay, so let's forget about the fact that this officer is on trial for killing your
son and whatever since he gets out of it don't make a build a big deal out of it, just accept
it and go with the flow." I don't think that that was fair either. I just monetary sympathy
and that's that's how I'm gonna put that but. This George Floyd situation has definitely
changed my life. And it's still changing. And we were going to see what happens. After
this, I mean, it to me this. This is so alive and so real. I may see too much in the things but I
think on the day that that there, Derek Chauvin was convicted. It seemed like police all
across this country just went on a killing spree towards African Americans. And we just had
so many deaths, young girls dying at the hands of police officers. And we had a young kid
over here in Brooklyn Center who was killed by a police officer. And to me it doesn't seem
that that was accidental. She said "taser taser," or whatever. But she was pulling her gun
and shooting this man with her gun and anybody who's had these two items in their hands
knows, they're completely different feel. And it just is just a bunch of BS to me. It's like this,
this is our revenge. You got one of us. So now we get one of you. You know? Actually, it's
not one of us, hundreds and 1000s. Did I did I answer your questions?
Kathleen Clark 25:08
You're so articulate and just, yes, you answered the question. Thank you so much. So, you
know, some of these recordings might be used for people that come to Street Voices to
hear more from individuals on their experiences that as of late, or maybe people 30 years
from now we're going to reflect back. So is there anything from your about your
experiences, or from other people's experiences, who may have been experiencing
homelessness, houselessness, or marginally marginally being marginally housed during
this time period that you would want to make sure that people remembered or reflected
upon 30 years from now?
C
Cecil Scott 25:59
Well, this kind of goes back to what I was saying about, about faith, and just not giving up,
you know? 30 years from now, this is gonna be useful information, just= as well as it is
today, you know, when you're in a homeless situation, you have to believe in yourself, and
you have to have faith, that things are gonna get better, in order for you to make them
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better. You know, when I first became homeless, I did not see a future. I didn't see a future
at all. And then once I got established with a good employer, I could start seeing the
future because I started having money. It was like, first I was living paycheck to paycheck,
you know, when I was trying to save money to get into a place. And eventually, over my
time and working, I started having extra money to spend on different things, and being
able to plan to do different things like maybe I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go to my favorite
restaurant this week, things that I wasn't able to do. Or maybe I'm gonna buy this pair of
shoes. Or, you know, maybe, you know that, well, now, now that I'm in my place, different
things now, it's like, "oh, maybe I can buy me some new tires for my truck, or, you know,
maybe I buy a new couch or something like that." But before, I could not see any of that
stuff. I couldn't see it and kind of blinders, you knows, like, starting to feel like the situation
was was hopeless, you know, this endless pit of nothing. And once I started seeing the
future, or seeing that I could plan and I could, I could escape all of this stuff, all I had to do
was not give up on myself, all I had to do is believe myself to do it. You know, even when
other people say, "Oh, you're not gonna be able to do that," you know, I was actually
homeless with my brother and my son. And both of them, they chose to give up and not
go the route that I went, I mean, I even had us all a job at the same place. And I'm the
only one showing up to the job. Neither one of them showed up. But needless to say,
they're both still kinda in the same sort of situation. You know, my son, he's living with his
girlfriend. My brother, I honestly don't know, I just know my brothers in the street life, he's
trapped in there. And he doesn't seem to want to change that. So any advice that I could
give to anybody would be keep your faith, don't give up on yourself. And don't accept no,
you're gonna hear no, a lot. And no's the worst that they can say to you. No is not gonna
bind you tape you up in a corner or something like that. No is the worst that they can say.
And don't always just accept no, you know. Especially if it's something that that you
qualify for. And they say that you qualify for it. You got it, you got to drive in, you got to
get the person up from them. You got to keep going until you get the results that you
want. And that's gonna be coming from your faith and your strength and believing in you.
Certainly got to go as far as you take it.
Kathleen Clark 29:52
So is there, so if you could ask people to work on something or get involved in an issue?
What would it be? Is there something that people hearing this could help with?
C
Cecil Scott 30:11
Well, I'm gonna say there is something that people listening to this could do to help.
Everybody comes from a different environment, and everybody has different teachers, in
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the beginning of our life. So our learning processes are different. And some of us are
experiencing different things out of the same situation. And so a person who has positive
energy and positive intellect to, to add to this situation should do that should try to help
the next person regardless of their capacity. I mean, you know, you can, you can be a
homeless person and help another homeless person. So don't don't ever feel like that you
can't, you might have information to give to another person that will help them along in
their, in their life. And so, I would just say, that people of all, of all lifestyles and all social
networks and people all should pay attention to this situation of homelessness, because it
takes all of us to change it, you know. There's doors that a rich person can open that a
person who has poor accommodations may not be able to open. But that person can
open it for that person with poor accommodations, you know what I mean? So well, it's
knowledge too, you know, a lot of our situation goes to education, if a person doesn't
have the knowledge to diplomat, and sort through these different situations and be
diplomatic, when they're talking to people, they're not going to be as successful, you
know. So the more knowledge that a person has to help themself, they're going to do
better. So people have all of these different circumstances, if they pull together and put all
their energy and knowledge into it, you know, we should be able to, we should be able to
help everybody. Everybody should be able to move forward. I don't see being in any other
way. So the way that life in society is always gone. One person can't do it alone.
Kathleen Clark 33:16
That's so beautiful.
C
Cecil Scott 33:19
Thank you.
Kathleen Clark 33:20
I agree. It's almost like you're talking about her inner, the inner weaving dependence we
all have on one another, right? We can't survive without each other.
C
Cecil Scott 33:30
Yeah, basically, basically, like, like I said, you know, our first our first teachers, our parents,
so all of us are gonna have different views and perspectives on life and learning. You
know, like, growing up, you know, in my community, there was this thing against law
enforcement, where, even if we weren't doing anything wrong, we see a police car and
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we're running, you know. And we was out there playing tag or something like that. And in
a different environment, it may not be the same. They might see the police car and run
over to the police car, you know, wanting to shake their hands and talk to them and stuff
like that. But it's just all of these communities coming together. For the purpose of
defeating one thing and right now what we're talking about is is to homelessness and
racial equality. You know, if we are pulled together, I believe it can be defeated. I did, my
little research on on racism, and I found out there racism. It only existed for a few 1000
years. It came in the end of the 14 the 1400 century. What it was prior to that, it was rich
and poor. So the rich and poor were fighting against each other. And the poor did not care
what race and Creed's you were we were just trying to defeat rich you know and the rich
discovered that this was happening and so they kind of put in a few different things to
detour people. One was religion, one was race and there's probably a few other things and
now even in this day and age we got different things that divide us like drugs, you know.
So I honestly just think the race card is just a joke it's a game it's a distraction. It's
something put in place to keep us from achieving our ultimate goals and they our ultimate
main goals is to evolve you know. It's like a certain section of people don't want everybody
in time they want us behind time. Just hoping I'm making sense to your because
sometimes I tend to think a little bit deep on on the higher level would obtain so much
knowledge about stuff. Nobody knows stuff.
Kathleen Clark 36:30
Well, just a few more questions and more these ones kind of geared more towards health
what would you say you need to be healthy?
C
Cecil Scott 36:43
Well, seeing that I just had surgery recently, I think I'm doing and I thought I was doing well
before the surgery too. I can only say you know, my personal situation, I would have to say
in order for me to be healthier than I am I would have to have like a dietary and type my
own personal diethiatarian you know, to keep me on track because I live right by a
grocery store and it actually is a butcher. But it's a butcher shop but it has a grocery store
and it is well called Solo and every time I go in there they just got these amazing prices on
steaks. So I'm just like constantly buying steak steak steak steak and my doctor's like, "Cut
that out, you can't just eat steak every day all day!" And I'm like you sure, I can't? I would
have to have personal dietician, you know. As far as that part of my health and I think I do
enough exercise and outdoors. Somewhat I've been going fishing every weekend I do this
every summer go fishing every weekend, until snow and ice come. Yeah, I don't know how
much more I could say on health care. I feel like I'm a healthy person.
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Kathleen Clark 38:28
That's good and I know that you've been in a few times as far as like you know getting
socks and things but is there any other things that would be helpful for us to have or do as
nurses in this drop in center?
C
Cecil Scott 38:44
Well I personally I have bad feet in my family. And me I don't have an arch in my foot. And
so a lot of times I have problems with my back or maybe my feet are hurting standing too
long or something like that. For to have a program here dealing with the feet, wheather it
be like they got a program called Sole Care. I really just adore those when they they've
helped me take care of my feet so many different times and have helped me feel
comfortable about my feet and I think if my feet are healthy, I'm healthy, you know. I can I
can go to work and do my job and different things like that. So I think that would be a
good source of help for homeless people. A lot of times homeless people can't take off of
their their shoes. You know It was a few times and when I was in different shelters where I
had to sleep with my shoes on, because I didn't want anybody to steal my shoes, you
know. And so a lot of times I had on my shoes for three or four days before I could actually
take them off and having my my feet be refreshed or whatever. I don't know what to say.
It's like there's even a brief moments that you know I took my shoes off to take showers
and stuff like that it was like I'm right back in those shoes again, you know. So maybe 20
minutes that I had my shoes off just not really giving my my shoes or my feet a chance to
breathe and get the help that I need. Even even now with with me working, because of my
size, my feet are a long ways away from me. So it's kind of hard maintaining my feet and
so being able to go to someplace like sole care and have them help me with my feet is
just a blessing, it's just great. I think that would be a great addition. Having something like
that going on.
Kathleen Clark 41:29
Was there anything that you'd like to add before we finish for the day?
C
Cecil Scott 41:33
You know, just somebody keep their head up, keep the faith, trying to do good. Trying to
do good.
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Kathleen Clark 41:48
Thank you so much for taking the time to share your story and your insights and have
great day.
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Melvin James: Oral History 2021
Thu, 7/22 11:02AM
21:27
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
life, epidemic, homelessness, person, blessing, nonsense, illinois, work, pandemic, stronger, katie,
strength, homeless, toll, stay, sharing, melvin, augsburg, minneapolis, mobility
SPEAKERS
Isaac Tadé, Melvin Jam... Show more
Melvin James: Oral History 2021
Thu, 7/22 11:02AM
21:27
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
life, epidemic, homelessness, person, blessing, nonsense, illinois, work, pandemic, stronger, katie,
strength, homeless, toll, stay, sharing, melvin, augsburg, minneapolis, mobility
SPEAKERS
Isaac Tadé, Melvin James
I
Isaac Tadé 00:02
Thank you for joining us today for this oral history project for the Augsburg University
Central Health Commons. My name is Isaac Tade. I'm a student intern with Augsburg
Central Health Commons, could you please introduce yourself for the recording.
M
Melvin James
00:15
My name is Melvin James.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:20
Thank you. And before we continue, I would like to confirm that you consent to be
interviewed and having the interview stored at Augsburg University, which will be made
available to the public?
M
Melvin James
00:31
Sure, yes. All right, we'll need to be heard.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:35
All right, I agree. Well let's get right into it then Melvin. So, um, let's get to know you a little
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bit more. Could you tell me about where you grew up, and who you call family.
M
Melvin James
00:47
I was growing up in Illinois, in a little country town. Eleanor, Illinois area called St. Anne,
Illinois. It's like 65 miles south of Chicago, okay. And raised in the country. And my mom
had 18 kids by one man. And so now we're down to five out of 18. So, I'm 62 years of age
now. I'm blessed and not distressed, and I try to give everybody else, the blessings. Some
what of the blessings that I have rolled up, rolled up around and the wisdom and and the
thoughts and humor
I
Isaac Tadé 01:49
The humor is a good part of it. Yeah. So, you, you said you had five siblings remaining. Do
you have any kids of your own?
M
Melvin James
01:58
Yeah. Four boys.
I
Isaac Tadé 01:59
Okay.
M
Melvin James
02:02
They stay in Illinois. Okay, I'm in Minnapolis, Minnesota. Okay, yeah, it was, I was 45 years
old when I moved to Minneapolis, and I'm 62 now, it'd be been, been a winding road, you
know, everybody's life goes through a wind and roll, you know, I live in, You know, but, you
know, I kind of, kind of try to remain, stay correctly into the end of my life. Yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:33
Excellent, thank you. Um, can you tell me more about how you got involved with Street
Voices of Change?
M
Melvin James
02:40
I was homeless here a few years back, and stuff and so I become what you say, what can I
say. Kin of your life, you know, try to follow the, the pattern, who can help who, you know,
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sort of make my weakness, the strongest point of my life. And it was difficult, you know,
you know, but I think I found the nearest right path to walk down, you know, some paths it
was far off, you know, but I ended up finding it near the near path the follow to walk
down. Then I got to thinking about who I am, you know, as a person, you know, without
the thinking of a bad person, you know, and I'm not all that good either.
I
Isaac Tadé 03:53
I think we all got a little bit of that.
M
Melvin James
03:56
It was difficult work. I haven't, I haven't really reached any between harms in our I never
really put myself in harm's way too often. Unless it. If it doesn't benefit me I don't worry
about it. I don't worry about their, their, the, the nonsense. In life, you know, what nonsense
and will be available to you no matter what situation you might be in go through you
know nonsense gonna be there anyway.
I
Isaac Tadé 04:37
Okay, so what did life look for you before the pandemic, and what's different for you now
because of COVID?
M
Melvin James
04:44
Well, life. Before the pandemic, life was nice was gravy, you know, it was, it was
comfortable, you know, I did everything normal that I supposed to do, you know that to
keep myself raised as a human being, you know, and keep myself in a proper position. You
know they whenever they made here, it did it really take a toll on me you know it. Never
tripped over my own feet you know during epidemic, you know, but it slows down a lot, a
lot of preparations of things that I need to get out and do you know and people that need
to. People that I like to keep company with, you know, you know, they put a damper on,
you know, oh, on my lifestyle, you know, it's like basically like, I think everybody life is like,
put on hold. You know, you have to move to like you put on hold. There you go, but taking
all this nonsense drama care at all, you know, so I try to keep you away from their
nonsense, but it's available to you no matter what, you know, I'll come to you don't ever
work, but I was, as I stayed comfortable within myself, you know, everything, everything
worked out for me. Yeah. Good. Very, very well. Okay. very glad.
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Isaac Tadé 06:17
Okay, thank you for sharing
M
Melvin James
06:19
I took some losses, you know, epidemic, but it wasn't cause of covid and stuff, you know,
peoples' health get to fail I just buried a sister back here July the forth, just buried a sister
this year July the forth, and stuff, it wasn't because of that epidemic, their healthcare just
keeled over on them. Oh, yeah. But everyday, families, family that stays together family
that prays together stays together.
I
Isaac Tadé 06:50
Yes sir, yes sir. Um, so, in what ways has the pandemic changed your outlook on life. Do
you see things different now?
M
Melvin James
07:02
It's about the same, you know, do I enjoy my life is coming back stronger and stronger and
stronger, you know, day by day, hour by hour, you know, you know, you have to kind of
think about where you was before the epidemic, and where you gonna be after the
epidemic, you know, you get to kind of put that positive mode back into your life that you
had before, the epidemic, You know and I think things do it work out a whole lot easier.
And to get back normal. And I think that kind of trying to think ahead of what you should
process. After the effort epidemic, you know you should keep that same process, you
know, but upgrade it, you know, a lot, you know, a lot different.
I
Isaac Tadé 07:55
How would you say that COVID-19 change homelessness or affected homelessness, I
should say.
M
Melvin James
08:02
they get affected homelessness. A lot serious not motivated in a person that living in a
own home, you know where they can be provided for and gone, give a person at home
that they got nowhere to go, but to the shelter where the shelter is not providing them the
shelter that they need in a life, you know, they really need in a life that they nobody take
the time to feel they need the to gonna try to say to you know, To give them the blessing
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that they really need, you know everybody is, you know, they've got a job, concept, you
know that don't involve homelessness, you know, don't involve homeless you home that
you get home, you know this, this is this is this, this is the service, we got you you want it,
you take it, you know, if you want it you want it, you're not getting it.
I
Isaac Tadé 09:09
Yeah, thank you for sharing that. I'm in the summer 2020 The movement against systemic
racism had Minneapolis at its epicenter, with the murder of George Floyd. Um, can you
describe your experience living in Minneapolis St. Paul during that time. It's a heavy
question
M
Melvin James
09:33
Yeah this is serious. Nonsense take a take a hold up in everybody's life. nonsense take a
hold up in everybody life, you know, and you take you take advantage of that nonsense,
you know, it's no, it's no, it's gonna, it's gonna through some red flags, you know, and it's
other people that doesn't challenge you on what you about what you work in for what
you're trying to learn, you know, that's, you know, that's, that's, that's a toll. You know
that's a toll, each and everywhere's life, you know. cuz you got to understand that other
people, different people lives matter to different people's, you know, it's a concept of what
you got to invite to, you know, what do you have to bring to the table, you know, you
bring you bring, You can't, you can't take. You can't take you can take a round table, and
make it a square, you know, you take a square table and make it round, you know, but
how round Do you want this table to be, you want to tell will be round enough for people
to sit around round enough for people to learn from around enough people to eat off. You
know, this is you know this is just, it's just a question on each and everybody's action in
everybody's head.
I
Isaac Tadé 11:04
What has brought you strength and hope through the last year.
M
Melvin James
11:09
Because I'm blessed not to distress for one thing, you know, and I do not let stress really
get to get to my soul. You know always tried to be blessed, you know with all types of evil,
you know, are trying to keep, keep my blessing. This is my priority my blessing is my
strength my blessing is my, my, my speaking. And my blessing, you know this is my
hungryness, you know, I'm starving for more blessing. I'm hungry for more blessings and
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blessings, never, never bertrayed you.
I
Isaac Tadé 11:52
I like that. I like that. So is there anything else that you want people to know or remember
30 years from now, about the experience. It's the experience of homelessness during this
period of time. What do you want people to remember.
M
Melvin James
12:10
Remember to hope, the hope that you get it life the hope that you, you get that you build
a strength for, you know you got to have hope. Have strength, to learn from our mistakes,
you know, the strength to strength. Strength on a soul in your body in your mind is the
strength of your life, you know, this is firstly your life, you keep that strength life upon you,
you know, you get you get stronger and stronger.
I
Isaac Tadé 12:41
That's what you want people to remember. Just beautiful. Um, if you could ask people to
work on something or get involved in an issue, what would that be, is there something that
people hearing this could help with what issues need more attention.
M
Melvin James
13:02
Violence. Trust. It's sort of a different flaw and every day. There's a different flaws and
every day but keep your head up, you know, keep yourself. To keep yourself out of harm's
way and in mobility yourself to be stronger, you know by everybody else's strong, you
know, trying to be strong, you know, invite you know, they strong this, instead of they
always be weak, you know, never, never, never challenged the book by a cover. Yeah. Y'all
we had to y'all we had to open the book to read the pages to see how, each and
everybody life is. You just can't look at the cover and judge a person by their appearance.
Yet, you go to somebody by their apearance, you miss the whole message you missing the
whole message, you have to open the book and read the pages of this notebook of life.
I
Isaac Tadé 14:20
So are you saying that people shouldn't make make assumptions and that they should
live experiences so that they can know where to be like helpful?
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Melvin James
14:33
Oh yeah, yes. I mean, don't don't put yourself to be homeless, you know, homeless.
Homeless Not, Not, not, not a class act. there's something that that comes overnight, you
know, you might wake up in the morning you might you might do some you might say
something to somebody, somebody might, you know, don't, don't appeal of what you say
or don't approve of what she's saying or what do you want to do, you know, and that can
that can take that could take your life backwards. That could take your life backwards,
you know, i think for some sort of some some, you know, in aint about drug and alcohol,
contents or nothing like that, you know, but that can be it can be our total fault, too. But
keeping you keeping your mind, mobility in a positive state. If you lose a positive state
that you might lose out on everything, you know, that can bring you to homelessness and,
you know, trying to try to try to pay Paul, trying to rob Paul to pay to pay Peter, you know,
you voice, you work against yourself. You never take you never should work against
yourself, you should be able to work with others.
I
Isaac Tadé 16:06
Okay, thank you. And just a few final questions geared towards health. What would you
say that you need for health? What do you need for good health?
M
Melvin James
16:20
good vitamins. Okay, good positive role model. Good a good for good, you know, he take
a good or bad, good for good. And try to...it's hard to try to eat right, you know, we, we get
a certain age, you know, when you're a kid, you know you can your parent. Somebody
that's overseeing you can, can, can help you feed yourself right but once you get older,
you really doesn't. Yeah, you really doesn't, you know, you want to do just stay healthy.
Yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 17:25
Have you met the nurses at Central? And then, do you have any feedback for them.
M
Melvin James
17:31
Oh yeah they good people. A really good part of the people they people person, you don't
have it. Everybody I think come to the site about three to four times a year, maybe less. I
really don't keep count I just ideas come where, where I know I can feel creative, or I can
feel life, or I can feel wanted to feel love, you know,
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Isaac Tadé 18:00
And you feel those things here?
M
Melvin James
18:01
All right, good. That's why I come, yeah come to here all the time, you know, because I
feel, I feel like this big old coffee house. Yeah with enjoyment, you know that keeps me to
come and sit down and you can basically talk about anything that going on with what in
your life, and ask them about how they life, treat now, you know, you know, Katie. She's,
she's a wonderful, she's a wonderful girl. And all her all her followers were
I
Isaac Tadé 18:35
little disciples
M
Melvin James
18:36
right you know, they, you know she out he hand picked them her group, it that they want
to hang out with it, you know, but I feel that the group of people that that Katie mends
with is good people like her, you know, good, good positive people like her, you know, as I
come through her you know and I see a new face a new nurse or something, you know,
And they say back you know they like. I'm trying but you know I'm trying to, you know, not
to get too evolved in a homeless person or a lot of visitors. And I'm like, "well it's your first
time? yeah well it's my first time too.
I
Isaac Tadé 19:34
relatability
M
Melvin James
19:35
right yeah, my first time here today. Oh, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, you know, don't,
don't be afraid, you know, say something we just people right, you know, Yes, you know,
just be careful, a while for you to open up, you know, around you around peoples that is
less, less, less unfortunate, but what, but they try to, they try to not try to force they selves
what they try to learn your education as you try to learn my education, right, like, Yeah,
I
Isaac Tadé 20:15
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okay. Yeah. Okay, thank you. That's really good feedback for the nurses I think they'll
appreciate that. Um, is there anything else you'd like to share before we finish today.
M
Melvin James
20:28
I appreciate every day this church in every place I go, you know they welcomed me with
open arms and, you know, let me, let me joke with them and, You know, they gave me
some feedback some joking feedback. And I like that I like, like a strong person, you know,
a person that won't be a person, you know, definitely a people person, you know, that
excites me. It keeps me motivated, you know, I know, I know where to come, when I, when
I feel like I'm down all I gotta do is think of, Central Lutheran Church, Katie, all in them,
you know, and that brightens my day. You know,
I
Isaac Tadé 21:12
that's beautiful.
M
Melvin James
21:13
Brigthens my day.
I
Isaac Tadé 21:14
Okay, well thank you, that's all the questions I have for today. Again, thank you for taking
your time and for sharing your stories and insights, Oh, you're all right. Thank you.
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Mercedes 2021
Fri, 7/30 11:01AM
24:25
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
life, minneapolis, augsburg, happened, epidemic, live, feel, women, housing, mercedes, people,
katie, started, experienced, sick, riots, work, shelter, care, pray
SPEAKERS
Mercedes Ramsey, Kathleen Clark
Kathleen Clark 00:00
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Mercedes 2021
Fri, 7/30 11:01AM
24:25
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
life, minneapolis, augsburg, happened, epidemic, live, feel, women, housing, mercedes, people,
katie, started, experienced, sick, riots, work, shelter, care, pray
SPEAKERS
Mercedes Ramsey, Kathleen Clark
Kathleen Clark 00:00
All right. So thank you for joining us today for this oral history project at Augsburg
University's Health Commons. My name is Katie Clark, and I'm a professor of Nursing at
Augsburg and the executive director of the Health Commons. Can you please introduce
yourself for the recording?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 00:20
My name is Mercedes Ramsey.
Kathleen Clark 00:24
And before we continue, I would just like to confirm that you consent to being interviewed,
and that having that interviewed stored at Augsburg University, which will be made
available to the public.
M
Mercedes Ramsey 00:35
okay.
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Kathleen Clark 00:37
All right. So can you just tell me a little bit about yourself and who you called family and
maybe how you ended up in Minneapolis?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 00:47
Okay. Like I said, Mercedes Ramsey. I've been in Minneapolis off and on since 1983. A little
bit about myself, going on 11 years sobriety for alcohol, marijuana, dealing with kidney
disease and other health problems. What else? I've also like I said, been, went through the
homeless situation from 99 to 2007. 2007 I was selected, along with a bunch of other
women through Simpson's Womens' housing program that they started and got affiliated
with getting into my own apartment. I got into a couple apartments, but I wasn't feeling
safe. So my housing advocate helped me get into the Continental and I had been there
for nine years. During the nine years, I've faced different situations. I also done stuff for
Ayaan as far as being part of Resident Planning Committee, went to neighbor works,
conferences. Three of them went to Miami, Orlando and Cincinnati. We did a big ol
barbecue. What else? I also did different other things, did women's group before the
epidemic start here at Central Lutheran. Within that group, we did bingo, watch movies,
did some crafts. Hopefully, when this epidemic's all over, we can go back to doing that
again. What else?
Kathleen Clark 03:16
Um, why was the womens' group started?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 03:21
Why? I think is because we had Street Voices of Change. And then there's other women
asking, asking about it because they had done it was the 90s or early 2000. What before
the construction started here at the church? And then there was two ladies from Augsburg
that was doing it. And they were doing different things within the group. Something that
happened and me and another lady that participated. We did the started started it up. So,
but yeah.
Kathleen Clark 04:15
How did you get involved with Street Voices?
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Mercedes Ramsey 04:18
How'd I get involved? What they're going in their fifth year? Well, when they started,
people was saying, "hey, if you come to the scoop on Thursday mornings, they have a big
breakfast. And now after that you you'll get a bus card." And as I like "really?!"so I start
coming to that, not just for the breakfast to the bus card but some of the some of the
sessions we were doing the talks were interested in me how they can get about getting
changes and Salvation Army at their shelter, and now, four, five years later, they're getting
it fixed so, which is good. It took some time, but it got done. What else? And then just
come in for the different topics and people met in different city officials in that. Yeah.
Kathleen Clark 05:30
That's great. So what did life look like for you, before the pandemic, and what is different
for you, because of COVID-19?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 05:41
Well, before the epidemic, I was coming here doing different groups in that I was going to
Westminister for their, their senior drop in center. I go to St. Olaf for their Tuesday club for
women. But it changed to where people could come. What else, and then when the
epidemic started, it just, you couldn't go nowhere. You know, they do, they shut down and
that. So during them times, I'd stay home, make sure no one comes and visits. But even
though it would be nice, but not because of the epidemic. I didn't want to get sick and all
that other so. And then I have a miniature pinscher just turned nine years old. So he keeps
me company. And then I would just take him outside and come back in, there was no
nothing else to do. So thanks for DVD, movies, and YouTube. And Netflix, I kept myself
occupied instead of getting out crazy. Crazy.
Kathleen Clark 07:15
So has the pandemic changed your outlook on life at all?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 07:19
To be more, to be more careful, wash my hands. It's not over. You know, every time we turn
the TV on, there's more viruses and some fungus thing going around now, you know, it's
just getting worse. And I'm a type of one to, to believe in my faith. You know, like they say
in revelations, "all the things that are happening are happening now." And then like with
all the...how can I say this? With the other shootings and stuff? You got to realize if you go
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back in history, all that that happened before, and it's happening again, it's just getting
worse, you know, bye! Oh, I'm sorry. And it's just getting worse. And, you know, you can't
go outside, not even in the day anymore, you know, without getting shot or assaulted or
something happening. So, with me, I just, I gotta if I got to do something, I make sure it's
done before, or at least, those street lights come on, because I don't go back outside.
There's nothing out there except trouble. But as you can see, they do mean, they don't
care what day time of day it is. But you just got to keep your guard and stuff and your
surroundings and everything. I just pray that these young ones would stop retaliating with
each other. You know, it might not be their fault. Maybe the parents are not paying
attention to them and that, but you know, life is too short.
Kathleen Clark 09:31
We'll see. So in the summer of 2020 the movement against systemic racism began as
Minneapolis was the epicenter with the murder of George Floyd. Can you describe your
experience living in Minneapolis during that time?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 09:50
With me, Katie, during that time when that happened to the guy it's it just...So my opinion
is I don't know, I seen the video and stuff, but he could have just cooperated and did what
they wanted him to do. But I don't know, I think he just to me, and he more escalated it.
But like I said, it didn't change anything of me living my life, or doing what I got to do. It
ain't it didn't stop me from doing anything. I didn't, wasn't like scared for my life, because,
oh, all African Americans are out there to kill somebody because of what happened. But
during the riots, I just stayed inside and watched it on the news, you know, and just sat
there like, this, what happened back in the 60s, you know, or was the 70s when they had
riots, Detroit and Chicago. That's just what happened. But they didn't, though, looters or
whatever, they didn't have to go all these different stores and tear up, you know, or burn
them, and it just made it worse. So with me during that time, I just took care of myself. And
like I said, just to live, you have to deal with it you know? You can't get mad and upset
about it, because it's gonna happen, you know, and now that it's over, they're slowly trying
to build back up what they had. But that takes time and money and all that. So praying to
those lost stuff.
Kathleen Clark 12:04
Well, and for me, knowing you, as long as I have and knowing like, what you've had to
endure, as far as like many different health issues that's happened in the last few years,
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you always are so positive in giving back. So what, where does that resonate from? And,
and I do want I don't want to generalize, but I do feel like many people are feeling more,
you know, despair, or hopeless, maybe right now, with all the different things that we've
lived through in these last few years. So what brings you your strength and your joy,
M
Mercedes Ramsey 12:41
My strength, and my joy brings me with them myself. Because, you know, like I've said, life
is too short. And with me, I want to enjoy it every day. And if I don't take care of myself, I'll
get sick, and I'll do my treatments through dialysis. I won't be here. So with all the things
that are happening in this world, I just, I got to keep myself positive, even though at times,
Katie, I feel like I want to give up, like, I don't want to be here no more. But I then like, sit
there and I pray about it. And you know, ask God to give me strength in that. And so I, I
tend to sometimes, like, "Oh, I don't want to do this, and I don't want to live life no more
because life is just getting so hard." But then I'd be thinking, well, I wonder how I would feel
whenever everybody knows that, you know, Mercedes gone to see her Heavenly Father,
but then I try not to think that way. So I just, I keep doing what I got to do and that's just,
take care of myself and do my best to live in little longer.
Kathleen Clark 14:22
So if there's something that 30 years from now that you wanted people to remember
about what it was like for people who are experienced who have either experienced
homelessness or are marginally housed or you know, have been living downtown, is there
what would you want people to remember 30 years from now about this moment in
Minneapolis.
M
Mercedes Ramsey 14:49
That to be more to give yourself more strength and things will be bad some days will be
Good, but always remember to keep your faith up and be strong about it. There'll be days
where you don't want to do nothing. And you just feel like given up. But you know, that's
why we have mental health groups and drop in centers and stuff. And people need to take
more. Take the opportunity of using them services, because we're losing too many young
people as it is, regardless if you're young, middle aged or elder, but. They just keep keep a
sharp mind, or keep their mind sharp or will try to, you know, being homeless and then get
into these programs. Yeah, you get a follow rules. Excuse me. You got to follow rules.
Regardless, wherever you live, you know, so. And if they don't like the rules, then that's why
some of them sleep outside. They don't like to go by the shelter rules. So
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Kathleen Clark 16:19
Some, some of the people who might listen to this oral history might wonder what issues
or what things they could do to get involved or to help? Is there something that people
hearing this could help with, that you envision whether it's through, you know, just your
own experiences, or your work with Street Voices? Like, what's something that you would
want people to know or be aware of to work on?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 16:31
They want to get help in that?
Kathleen Clark 16:56
No, like, let's say that we share this with others who had been at Street Voices who wanted
to hear more stories from people about their experiences at this point in life? What would
you want them to work on? Like, you know, you have your housing shelter bill, you have,
you know, many different things like the evictions are going to start happening again. And
all those things like, Is there an issue like health, addiction, whatever it might be, that you
really think needs some attention, if somebody were to put some effort into something?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 17:32
What you mentioned a lot of though, you know, addiction and eviction and all other
things, what's more important is to, to help them get off, get off out of the streets, get into
some program. There's a lot of them around here. I think, now that you mention it, Avivio
has got in warehouse little homes, you know, that they... all they need is different people to
help them with getting into the resources. And if people were to get information and get
out and log into, into computers and print out stuff for them, because some some of them
need, you know, a little boost. You know, like, here you go. There's these different
resources. And some of them some people don't even know too many of what's going on
around here. Because they feel like they're too scared. Or if they do talk, they feel like,
well, in the house, some feel like I don't want to officers or the officials to get involved. So I
don't want to be bothered, you know, but yeah, they they had like something here where
somebody, say for instance, comes in and says, well, we need some help of getting into
some type of housing, well, then you just get up in that computer, then start looking for
different resources for them.
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Kathleen Clark 19:29
And what was the big change for you that got you to get off the streets and, you know,
get sober, was there some moment?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 19:39
Because I had gotten sick of waking up sick or having a hangover or sleeping on this
couch or sleeping at this person's house and, you know, because you got to follow by their
rules. So it got to a point Katie I was like, I gotta change. So that's when I don't know, it
must, god was hearing my plea or something when I was at Simpson's womens' shelter.
And because the next day they were like, when Mercedes, we got to talk to you talk to me
about what? Well, you got to come in the office. Well, whatever woman said, I did it, I
didn't do it. So they're like, No, no, no, you're not in trouble. No, we're, oh, we picked you
and few other women to get into our new housing program. So from there, I, you know, I
was, real happy. And the advocate is supposed to get with me, and who were to drive
around and look at places, but I had already had places in mind, you know. And she took
me to one place 26 and Columbus, I still remember, and got in there. And next thing, you
know, I'm inviting my drinking buddies, and we're partying, carrying on and finally I'm like,
"you're only here in this apartment with me, because I got this place. It's a place where
you can come and drink." And then I like, "all of you guys to get out!" And then from there,
from then on, I just, you know, slowly working on myself. But yeah, every once in a while,
you know, they're like, "Oh, you think you're better than us?" Well you can get into a place
too, you know! You got to follow the rules. And and if you don't follow them, you're out. So
and since then, I've had a place. No, there'd be times where it was hard, but I made sure
my rent was paid and my lights. And now I manage my money and budget it when I can.
Might splurge every once in a while. But, you know, you know, you have people that help
you and you want to help them back? So I feel good about it.
Kathleen Clark 22:38
So being a person of color living in Minneapolis, has it been different since George Floyd
died in any way? Or is it been basically the same as far as like, just feeling any more
pressures or microaggressions? or any of those things?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 22:57
With me, Katie, I try not to even think on that. You know, like I said, it's times are changing,
and it's gonna keep going on and on. No matter one group wants to stop it and change it,
or another group just keeps escalating. It's just gonna keep doing and like I said, I just, I
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just live my life and take care of me. I'm not worried about all that. It's gonna happen. You
know, I'm saying, you turn on your TV and something else is happening. You know, but
Kathleen Clark 23:40
I would say you take care of others too. You take care of me. Well, is there anything else
you'd like to add? Or?
M
Mercedes Ramsey 23:51
Yes, Augsburg, every times a nurse celebrates? We're gonna have pizza party, right?
Kathleen Clark 24:01
I love it. Okay, bye. We're sitting by the door. So everyone's waving if they leave. Thank
you so much,
M
Mercedes Ramsey 24:11
you're welcome
Kathleen Clark 24:11
This concludes our interview for the day and thanks for taking the time.
M
Mercedes Ramsey 24:17
No, problem.
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Darrell Warren 2021
Thu, 7/29 11:34AM
32:35
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, pandemic, life, feel, hope, hear, voices, community, gave, street, health, floyd, situation, call,
officers, law enforcement, interacting, interview, shelter, fighting
SPEAKERS
Isaac Tadé, Darrell
I
Isaac Tadé 00:02... Show more
Darrell Warren 2021
Thu, 7/29 11:34AM
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SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, pandemic, life, feel, hope, hear, voices, community, gave, street, health, floyd, situation, call,
officers, law enforcement, interacting, interview, shelter, fighting
SPEAKERS
Isaac Tadé, Darrell
I
Isaac Tadé 00:02
Hello and thank you for joining us today for the oral history project for the Augsburg
University Central Health Commons. My name is Isaac Tadé, I'm a student intern with
Augsburg Central Health Commons, could you please introduce yourself for the recording.
D
Darrell 00:17
His name is Darrell Warren,
I
Isaac Tadé 00:20
that, yes, yeah. No, go ahead. I cut you up,
D
Darrell 00:25
just participating in this interview here process. So you guys can get a better perception of
what we experienced of being homeless is
I
Isaac Tadé 00:37
excellent, thank you. And just before we continue, I would like to just confirm that you
consent to being interviewed, and that the interview can be stored at Augsburg University
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available to the public.
D
Darrell 00:50
Yes, I agree with that.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:52
Okay, thank you. So, getting right into it. Can you tell me about where you grew up and
who you call family?
D
Darrell 00:59
Yeah, I grew up in Chicago, Illinois. And I left there at 17 with the Job Corps and the people
are called families is my siblings, which are deceased, my both parents, grandparents,
older brother and my youngest sister died of cancer. My mom died of breast cancer. My
grandmother died of cancer. My dad had a heart attack and my older brother had a
similar heart attack. And so I just had one sibling left, which is a twin. He's live in Rock
Island. And so people are called family on the streets and being homeless gets you in
different groups that I come across or become apart that's like Street Voices, really have
been supportive and helpful in my needs so that to me is family, those who can identify
your situation and we, you know, kinda interact with each other, they have become my
family and not necessarily bloods. They're my family only through DNA and blood, but,
you know, as far as the situations that I go in, they're not really supportive. You know, or
even been supportive of my situations and my needs, more to my homeless situations and
they have their own lives.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:34
Right, well and you have your dog.
D
Darrell 02:36
Oh yeah,
I
Isaac Tadé 02:37
you got your dog here today
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Darrell 02:39
Xena, that's my best friend
I
Isaac Tadé 02:40
Xena right there. Yeah, yes sir, yes sir. Okay, thank you. Um, could you tell me more about
how you got involved with Street Voices of Change.
D
Darrell 02:53
Yes I was, actually I was in fear for fear of my life in Hibbing, Minnesota, St. Louis County,
falsely arrested by law enforcement. And then I was one being assaulted, and they
trumped up all these charges on me of fleeing and obstruction and of that nature, and
which is all false and, you know, putting these guns on me so I've been fighting this battle
by myself for probably a whole year now. And, and I had to leave. I had to give up my
place, due to the fact that I was scared to live in that town, you know, cause they kept
harassing me and so I just packed up one bag and left my left my apartment. Been living
in Minnesota then I came to Minneapolis and I've heard of George Floyd and I had seen all
the events happening on TV, with law enforcement, with, you know with, uh with the
shootings. And I came to Minneapolis, Minnesota, you know, to get some help or, you
know, to find a lawyer, civil rights lawyer groups that have a support system, and Steet
Voices was the one that was, I met this guy named Earl he told me about it and and
invited me to a meeting, and I said I'd come by tomorrow morning about Street Voices
and I sat in the meeting and I like what they stood for. So, you know, I feel like I want to be
more of a part of their meetings and things that they do so I want be more involved.
I
Isaac Tadé 04:39
So you've been coming here for about a year now?
D
Darrell 04:41
No actually only I've only been in Minneapolis for a month and a half.
I
Isaac Tadé 04:49
Oh wow, okay,
Darrell 04:50
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Darrell 04:50
I'm been fighting my legal,
I
Isaac Tadé 04:52
okay that's been for a year.
D
Darrell 04:54
False, being falsely arrested
I
Isaac Tadé 04:56
right
D
Darrell 04:57
So, Steet Voices, this is probably my second, second meeting. Okay, Street Voices, on
coming.
I
Isaac Tadé 05:10
Well we're glad you keep coming back. Yeah. And I'm sorry about your false accusation,
that's, that's a terrible experience. Um, you talked about this a little bit already, but what
did life look like for you before the pandemic, and what is different for you now because of
COVID-19?
D
Darrell 05:33
I think life was a before the COVID, it was actually going well you know I think what, what,
for me what turned around, wasn't this so much of a COVID thing, it was a president that
we had. Donald Trump. And this was like my whole community changed. You know when
he became president and people just changed, you know, as they started seeing, you
know, color, you know, and I no longer felt no part of the community anymore, you know
I
Isaac Tadé 06:08
and is this, was this in Chicago or was this in...
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Darrell 06:12
Hibbing. Hibbing Minnesota, St. Louis County. And it just took a drastic change, you know,
in different groups coming up there and different people from different places of states
and recruiting people for these racial, for their racial hate groups and people just started
changing so I just started not feel like I didn't fit anymore. I'm still trying to have hope, you
know, they're like oh, is this really happening. You know, I would go into stores people
would call the police just for no reason or saying my service animal is not welcome and
I'm constantly being harassed by the police only get behind my car, and I'm like "hey you
know me and they have been in this community for awhile" you know just threw guns on
me and also getting it was getting really hectic, so I had to start being afraid, you know,
fleeing actually, fearing for my life.
I
Isaac Tadé 07:10
So all of those things those are social, and even some like political pressures that were
taking a toll on you, even before all of you know, the pandemic and all of the health
related things like that. How would you say, did, did COVID scare you at all? You know
maybe you're more afraid of, you know the police in Hibbing than COVID. You maybe not
thinking about a virus, that you can't see, you're probably thinking about a gun and an
officer that you can see.
D
Darrell 07:41
Yes, that's exactly how it was. That was the issue, and due to the COVID pandemic, it was
just like, you know, it was a ghost town and if you out at night with a certain time. It was
times where I was, you know, I didn't want to be out at even night to go to the store, it
might start to get dark, to go to the store because it was like, you know, I felt like I was
open season for like be more attacked. Because I did experience to where they had set up
like a curfew and I remember the one officers that come, you know, coming over and I
knew them. They knew me and I knew them, and I'm just sitting there, knowing this still in
Hibbing and I'm sitting there. On my laptop and, you know, they just came to sit there by
me, one standing up in there looking up, never said anything so then I'm like "wow". So at
this time, this is the beginning of the COVID. And so, and he asks, so then I asked him like
"hey, you know, what's going on?" "Oh Nothing we just sitting here." And I made a
statement about George Floyd and I was like, could they initiate a conversation or
anything so I just initiated a conversation but man it was really, right after the killing them
of George Floyd. And I was like "Wow man it's really sad what happened to George Floyd
man I mean, that was some coward stuff to have someone in handcuffs and then, you
know..
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Isaac Tadé 09:14
Choked him to death
D
Darrell 09:15
and take the choke them out, take his life. I was like, "man if I was him, I would have been
fighting back" so I had made a comment like that, they are officers. And, and I was afraid
too that they were about to engage, engage, engage me in that way. And they kept
looking around to see if anybody was around. And this drone appeared over us and I'm
like, "Oh wow, I hope that drone has a camera on it" and in someone had yelled out. We
just had a protest up there with, with the police shootings and stuff. And so when I looked
at the drone I was like, "I hope he has a camera on it" you know when somebody yelled
out, "leave him alone." You know I never seen a person or yelled out, and so I just told the
office I'm like "well, I know man is gonna be a curfew at nine o'clock and I'm just finishing
up on my laptop here but is there anything I can do for y'all?" They didn't say nothing. I
guess "I have nothing to talk to you about," you know, he made a statement like "Hey
where was you at such and such time?" I'm like, "what do you mean where was I, like you
seen me at the protests. You know, and I spoke to you. I was really afraid of my life if
anything. And they had finally walked off you know when they seen someone stand out on
the porch. I just thought there's gonna be enough statistical of violence from the police.
I
Isaac Tadé 11:02
That's terrifying. You know as a black man we feel like it could happen to any one of us at
any time.
D
Darrell 11:08
Yes, anytime,
I
Isaac Tadé 11:11
and to be in that position. I can tell you know that was incredibly, well, fearful.
D
Darrell 11:24
Yeah, they're very terrifying. And then I, you know, I try to see, you know, you know them,
not as a whole, as, as always, like, you know what's been using pattern behind a badge,
you know to attack people. And because I also had that experience too. My son, he was
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going to school for law enforcement.
I
Isaac Tadé 11:52
That's right,
D
Darrell 11:52
and he was the only African American in his class so when he used to do to the ride
alongs. And I think this was before Trump became president. We used to do ride alongs. I
know how families would feel when, you know, their husband or brother or wives out there
or some in the field, you know, to serve and protect, right, you know, now he's like oh wow.
You know when I hear sirens or something I call him and I hope he be alright. You know,
and I know that there are some good, you know, officers on force as well you know. There
were time I had to call them, call law enforcement. you know, situations and so I just look
at you know, not the whole force has being, you know, being attacked, but the ones who
can enforce and not abide by the rules. Think they're above the law. Them the ones I have
issues with.
I
Isaac Tadé 12:50
Of course, you know, we trust certain people to enforce the law and we don't expect that
they break it themselves, right, and that they, they also abide by the rules that normal
civilians like you and me have to abide by. Right. So, I guess, first of all thank you for
sharing that, and thank you for sharing your personal experience, um, in what way has the
pandemic shaped your outlook on life. Has it changed how you see things?
D
Darrell 13:23
Yeah. I don't know, the pandemic is like, everybody's desensitized you know. First it was no
interacting, you know, everything is done about monitor, right, you know, virtually,
virtually. And then two and also, I was being taken advantage of too. Like back when I was
going to court, you know, had a bad Zoom audio and a lot of my rights was being
violated. You know where if I do try to speak to defend myself in the courtroom with the
judge, and they would, they would mute me. You know, and then I call him and then ask
the prosecutor, what he want to get for the same thing I was falsely charged for it, you
know. And I would get muted. And, or they would just threaten me with contempt. You
know and they take, I feel I've been taken advantage of doing that type of situation as far
as the pandemic, that we had happening by zoom. Or there were times where I had to
write a motion for a complaint on the judge to have her be removed from off the case file,
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because she was violating my due process rights. Would not allow me to be heard. They
just really take advantage over to take a trial, and where I didn't even have, where the
prosecuter have any arrangement or submitted any evidence. You know I wasn't even
being in heard, it was just like "hey you're a number, you know, hey, well you'll have no
rights and you'd be muted, what you say don't matter." And that's the way I was taking
with the pandemic. And then what was scaring me as well, just what I was hearing about,
when I see that people with dying from this from this from this virus. You know and so a lot
of elderly people, family members down in the South, that, you know, have lost in life. My
older aunties and stuff like this. It was kind of scary that part of the generation now was
just gone.
I
Isaac Tadé 15:48
Was there anything that gave you hope through the last year. What made you keep, Keep
going. You had so much going on, you had police harassment. You had your case that
you're trying to fight for in court, the pandemic going on, you know, of course, a national
conversation or or even just, I don't know turmoil over, over, race, you know what, what
brought you hope what kept you moving forward through all that time?
D
Darrell 16:21
What was keeping me moving forward? I was looking for a support system and, you know,
Street Voices was, you know, it gave me hope or when I see the different groups as what's
out there. You know, Street Voices cause they know what they stood for. And not just
stood for, what they was practicing what they was fighting for, and then see. Also what
gives me hope is when I go down Nicolette just seeing, you know, city putting on you
know, different organization, putting out definitely events down on, downtown town bring
back unity. Entertainment, you know, music appearrances, started back interacting It's not
all virtual with Zoom anymore.
I
Isaac Tadé 17:10
Right. right,
D
Darrell 17:13
And, you know, we actually can say hi you know and smile you know and it's not behind
some screen and you know you've been blowing off you know what I'm saying you can
even go to, you know, kids can have no connection with a human being. That felt really
weird, odd and lonely. And you know, to actually be or, you know, just know seeing, you
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know once things started opening up and and see people interacting, that's what gave me
gave me and giving me hope
I
Isaac Tadé 17:47
that's helpful
D
Darrell 17:48
to know that, no matter what race, color, creed, you know, I've seen people from all walks
of life and people actually existing, you know, and it's peaceful.
I
Isaac Tadé 17:58
Yes sir
D
Darrell 17:59
unity, started to develop. And Street Voices. Again you know to come here, you know, it
helped me again. A situation to wasting you know, when my car was illegally towed, I just
got a job. I went into Street Voices, you know, was working at a place of hotel told me that
they was hiring, I just started work Friday. Then on Saturday evening, I go and I'm living in
the shelter now and I go Saturday evening. Go back to the shelter and I get off work and
now my car towed, you know, and then that was towed illegally by traffic controls. So, like,
one thing out of another and their price is outrageous. Yeah, and my whole life is in my
car, my vehicle.
I
Isaac Tadé 18:53
Have you gotten the vehicle back or it's still in there?
D
Darrell 18:55
Oh, it's still in there, been in there since Saturday but, you know, you know, the
organization that helped me out with some funding to to get it out today, which is a
blessing because I don't know how to do it I have my whole life in there. Clothes,
paperwork, medical papers, everything, basically living out my car.
Isaac Tadé 19:22
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Isaac Tadé 19:22
Right, right. Wow. So you're thankful to Street Voices for helping you get the funds to
hopefully get that vehicle out.
D
Darrell 19:30
Yes, very grateful.
I
Isaac Tadé 19:32
Yeah, yeah. Wow, thank you for sharing that. And I'm so glad that this place has brought
you some hope comfort, support, you know, during this time and. The next question is, is
there anything else that you want people to remember 30 years from now, about your
experience with homelessness during this period. What should people take away, what
should they remember?
D
Darrell 20:03
Remember, the unity, and that there is hope and love in in numbers. You know? And that
no person is alone. You know, I thought I was alone, you know, in the sense of family and
community, feeling belonging, not judged by my race, color, creed or my gender, you
know, which is a beautiful feeling like to be myself and not have to be ashame to what is
going on in my life. You know and you know I could feel free to kind of open up about my
about my experience. where as before I wasn't because I felt, you know, the times I was
confined to someone that I didn't know. Suddenly speaking and it was being used against
me. You know, even I guess some shelters, with staff, you know, they will use it against me
and they don't think nothing of it. The least, little mistake they put you up out of, out of
shelter. You're late, or anything or, you know, you know this, and then just add more stress
because then I'm back, and then I got to sleep outside. You know, just outside of the park
or something so I'm just thankful for what gives me hope to see churches come together
where you know they allow us to sleep in the churches or give us blankets coffee, you
know, water, you know, so yeah that's the community that brought me hope even if I was
living on the streets, that was still, you know, helping people, was actually willing to help
and be a part of that,
I
Isaac Tadé 21:46
you want to people to remember that there was unity during this time.
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D
Darrell 21:51
Yeah,
I
Isaac Tadé 21:51
even though it seems like there's so much division.
D
Darrell 21:54
Yes, yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 21:56
Wow. And your personal story speaks to that
D
Darrell 21:59
yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 22:01
Goodness gracious. Thank you. Um, okay, if you could ask people to work on something or
get involved on an issue, what would that be? Is there something that people hearing this
could help with? What issue should we be focusing on right now?
D
Darrell 22:21
The issue should be focused in on that. You know it's not that hard to smile or say hi to
someone. I remember I was downtown and I've seen Minneapolis Police standing there,
standing by their car, mean buggin', got their uniforms on you know. They have an
influence in their community but they, you know that's trusted they have to earn back and
I asked an officer like, "man, it don't cost you nothing to smile, you know, just to say wave,
you know to say hi, you know you're standing out by your car downtown in downtown
area," you know, but yet not greeting people. But I'm like, "hey, what if a kid come by, you
know and you're being mean to one of this childs. How would that child feel? you know, so
and I talked to a number of offices and sargents and so now I'm starting to see them
working doing the old school. They walk in the downtown area now and they're waving
and their smiling. That made me feel good to see
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Isaac Tadé 23:33
comfortable!
D
Darrell 23:33
if they feel comfortable to see it, they actually took a little time to listen and doing it. You
know because people are hurting and angry you know due to violence and, everything,
and loss of jobs, you know, so it's a hurting community as well as businesses you know so
we all got to exist, you know, and then people like myself have a mental illness you have
PTSD. And then, for people to be mindful of, you know before you judge or anything you
know you never know that person mental illness or what's going on in their life. Take time
out to just actually just know, view the whole situation with that person or to say
somethning kind, which is a beautiful feeling. Even I don't have much, but if I have
something someone need it, even if they don't need it. You know, I just go buy water, you
know, from Target and there's on the hot days, I just do some good for someone. And that
gets me out of myself my issues or problems to help someone else. You know with the
change, that made me happy at that moment in time, just to pass out waters, you know.
I
Isaac Tadé 24:48
Man. Going to need water's today it's hot.
D
Darrell 24:51
Yeah!
I
Isaac Tadé 24:53
End of July. Yeah I think that's what you're saying is, you know small acts of kindness, go a
long way. Yeah. I love that. I think everyone should incorporate that into their daily routine
and just, it doesn't cost anything that wear a smile, like you said, right. Well thank you for
sharing that. Um, so just a few more questions about general health. What would you say
that you need for health, as you define it. So, what do you need to be healthy?
D
Darrell 25:33
So I mean, first of all, what I need to be healthy is stability. Because if you have stability,
you can have a little healthy way of thinking. But we struggling, you know, from day to
day, if you're on the streets and homeless, some things stress you out so I find it a spiritual
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aspect, meaning. I have to get out of myself and I was service named Xena. She's been
very therapeutic for me.
I
Isaac Tadé 26:18
Yes
D
Darrell 26:19
you know, because I think without her being apart of my life, and she's five, I don't even
know if I'd be sitting here doing his interview or be in my right state of mind, because, I got
to constantly be responsible for her. You know food, water, shelter, you know, things like
things of that nature. I said I just got hired with employment but I mean. You know, coming
to like Street Voices you know some of the things they provide like blankets, you know,
meditate.
I
Isaac Tadé 27:02
yes,
D
Darrell 27:03
you know, so I incorporate those things when I'm going throughout my day once again. I
will go to the park, you know, just sit in and listen to the birds and sit around the water you
know, around nature. So it gave me that frame of mind, you know, where now it's like in
some shelters, you know they have more resources and where if you don't have health
care, if they found out I was eligible to receive some health loans, in order to get some
health care, you know, to be able to get, you know, my prescription medications, you
know. Check blood pressure, and stuff, you know, things of that nature. Which is,
awesome so I can be kinda monitor of those things. I'm not always doing it but you know, I
just keep going in today like "Oh, your blood pressure's high". I was wondering why I have
the headaches. Okay
I
Isaac Tadé 28:11
There it is.
D
Darrell 28:12
You know then that checklist hits, you know like, "Okay, I need to come get peace of
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mind." And sometimes I don't like being around a lot of people when I'm in that state of
mind and in a dark period but
I
Isaac Tadé 28:30
I understand that,
D
Darrell 28:30
but you know, health care's is very important you know for me to see my medication for
me to eat healthy, you know, fruits and vegetables. And then, and then the community
has been very active in it, you know, you know what, coming around, you know, offering
you know best fruits, vegetables, food, you know, so that's another thing. It's been, man it's
been beautiful. I help anyone along, that they are continuing to help in the community,
you know, to try to have basic needs of food, you know, stay healthier clothing, shoes, you
know. Yeah. Street Voices is like, again it's not one of those organizations who come here
to get clothes or shoes, hot meal a breakfast you know in morning people in meditation
you know a way to start a day
I
Isaac Tadé 29:29
Oh Ellen with that meditation, I love it. I absolutely love it. Yeah. So sound like you said,
you need stability, and within stability, are things that give you stability are. Well, your dog
Xena, eating right, spending some time in nature, and then getting your proper like health
care needs, but, yeah. Okay, excellent. I just wanted to run that back, make sure make sure
I got it. Okay so then, have you met the nurses at Central? Have you met the nurses here?
D
Darrell 30:03
Oh yes, they just checked my blood pressure. They had to check because I felt a little
dizzy and I know they get like that, it might be hot and I'm just wanting to know where it's
at.
I
Isaac Tadé 30:14
Right. Okay, so you've met the nurses, And is there any feedback you have for them.
D
Darrell 30:21
Yes, man. For the nurses that are on frontline you know they they put their lives, you know,
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they go out on a limb to still do what they do you know to to help people, I'm very grateful
for, for the nurses, you know that's even hearing in abroad you know to actually dealing
with all this in the beginning and still doing what they need to do to still serve the
homeless. Homeless people, even people that retired is coming out of retirement, nurses,
you know. To give their service and their professions, you know, and then their their advice
or suggestion, you know, we do need to see a doctor you know because we don't always
know without a professional, you know, to point that out, point out to us right.
I
Isaac Tadé 31:16
So you've had a good experience so far, it sounds like with the nurses here.
D
Darrell 31:19
Yes.
I
Isaac Tadé 31:20
Excellent, excellent. And then, do you have any feedback for, like, Health Commons,
Central in general? Is there anything that we're missing is there anything that we can do
better or improve on other services that we're lacking? Anything?
D
Darrell 31:37
Not, not, not that I know but I know for times that come, you know, my mental, physical,
spiritual needs, was, was has been met you.
I
Isaac Tadé 31:49
Excellent. That's what we want to hear. Amazing, thank you. Um, before we finish, is there
anything else you'd like to say before we're done today.
D
Darrell 31:59
I like to say, hey thanks for the interview and say, just continue to keep hope alive and you
know I was a little depressed when I come in, but I got joy, going out.
I
Isaac Tadé 32:18
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Good. Yes, good. I'm so happy to hear that, that makes my day. that makes my day. Well
that's it. This concludes our interview for today. Thank you so much for taking the time to
share your stories and insight with me.
D
Darrell 32:32
You're very welcome.
I
Isaac Tadé 32:33
Thank you so much.
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History 2021
Thu, 7/22 11:31AM
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SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, pandemic, floyd, augustana, exodus, catholic charities, place, whatnot, augsburg, george,
receive, put, voices, commons, life, stimulus, homeless, stay, caddy, frostbite
SPEAKERS
Grant Tyus S... Show more
Grant Tyus & Robert Nammar: Oral
History 2021
Thu, 7/22 11:31AM
26:53
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, pandemic, floyd, augustana, exodus, catholic charities, place, whatnot, augsburg, george,
receive, put, voices, commons, life, stimulus, homeless, stay, caddy, frostbite
SPEAKERS
Grant Tyus Sr, Isaac Tadé, Robert Nammar
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Isaac Tadé 00:02
Thank you for joining us today for this oral history project for the Augsburg University
Central Health Commons. My name is Isaac Tadé. I'm a student intern with Augsburg
Central Health Commons. Could you please introduce yourself for the recording?
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Robert Nammar 00:16
Robert Nammar
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Grant Tyus Sr 00:19
Grant Tyus Senior
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Isaac Tadé 00:21
Thank you. And before we continue, I would just like to confirm that you consent to being
interviewed, and having that interview stored at Augsburg University, that will be made
available to the public.
Grant Tyus Sr 00:32
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Grant Tyus Sr 00:32
Yes,
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Robert Nammar 00:33
yes.
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Isaac Tadé 00:33
Okay, thank you. All right, so can you tell me more about how you got involved. Oh,
excuse me, I'm jumping ahead of myself. Can you tell me where you grew up and who you
call family?
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Robert Nammar 00:45
Grew up. This is Robert Nammar, I grew up in Indiana. East Chicago. Say what?
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Isaac Tadé 00:56
Who you called family.
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Robert Nammar 00:58
My family. Family.
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Isaac Tadé 01:03
Do you have, do you have siblings?
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Robert Nammar 01:06
Yeah, I got two sisters and a brother.
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Isaac Tadé 01:11
Okay,
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Robert Nammar 01:12
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Just lost one, so.
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Isaac Tadé 01:14
I'm sorry.
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Robert Nammar 01:15
Yeah, oldest.
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Isaac Tadé 01:17
Do you have any kids?
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Robert Nammar 01:19
no kids
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Isaac Tadé 01:20
no kids.
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Robert Nammar 01:20
Yeah, okay. Thank you.
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Grant Tyus Sr 01:24
My name is Grant Yyus, born and raised in South Minneapolis area, went to school all the
way up to high school, where I attended on Lake Taylor High School and my sister's
husband was in the Navy, so I was in Northrop, Virginia. For people I consider my family,
don't have to be blood related just those that I have been loyal to and show loyalty to me.
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Isaac Tadé 01:48
Beautiful. Um, so can you tell me about how you got involved with Street Voices of
Change?
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Robert Nammar 01:58
I was homeless for a while, so I kind of followed everybody from where to go and stuff.
Tried to fight and figure it out, you know.
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Isaac Tadé 02:09
It was word of mouth?
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Robert Nammar 02:10
Yeah, word of mouth. I would follow, and follow people, and it became a thing. They said
they get a meeting. So I've attended the meeting, and it's all good.
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Isaac Tadé 02:27
And you've been here ever since. How many years have you been?
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Robert Nammar 02:30
About 10 years,
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Isaac Tadé 02:32
okay wow. Awesome!
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Grant Tyus Sr 02:36
My name's Tyus. I've been here coming to these meetings for about a year now. There's a
brother, Stefan, I used to see him on downtown a lot. I used to be at Catholic Charities
Exodus apartments in Augustana, where your school is that, that's where I had received
my frostbite, my dad used to be at Augustana nursing home place for people so. Stefan
let me know about this meeting, I got two kids to my son's name is Stefan, their middle
names. I just been coming in since then.
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Isaac Tadé 03:09
That's a blood you're talking about.
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Grant Tyus Sr 03:10
Yeah, yeah.
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Isaac Tadé 03:11
Wow. Okay, um, I'm gonna ask you about COVID-19. So what would you say life was like
before the pandemic, and what's different for you now because of the pandemic.
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Robert Nammar 03:23
Yeah, a lot of places were open, you know you can get to stuff and then the pandemic
came, then all sudden closing down. Trying to figure out where to go you know. That's
what happened.
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Isaac Tadé 03:40
That was a difficult time.
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Robert Nammar 03:41
Yeah.
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Isaac Tadé 03:45
So would you say at this point, things have opened up more, and there are more services
for folks who are homeless.
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Robert Nammar 03:52
Yeah. Yeah, okay.
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Isaac Tadé 03:54
But during the pandemic is mostly closed?
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Robert Nammar 03:57
Yeah. Okay. Yeah.
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Grant Tyus Sr 04:16
During the whole, before the epidemic, I don't know. I recieved frostbite like in December
2019, and from the result of that, I end up at the Exodus apartments that's part of the
Catholic Charities, but like I said, I understand that Augustana was bought out by Catholic
Charities, that's where my father used to be at. Before the epidemic I used to umm, I don't
know, I was more involved and things but I didn't have an amputation of half of my foot
and almost all my toes on the other foot. You know, but I'd met George Floyd too, when I
was released from Exodus for like nine days, January 29, 2020. Or no, was it not February?
I don't know what day it was, but I was released for like 10 days or a week a little bit over a
week and he used to smoke his little K2, so I introduced him to CBD so it's a small world
because the place that he got killed that he lost his life in the same place in 1999, when I
got taken out the gang from, out of the gang. I was shot up there. So.
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Isaac Tadé 05:30
Wow, so what, what was, where were you living during the the pandemic, what was that
like for you?
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Grant Tyus Sr 05:39
During the pandemic, I was on right there at Catholic Charities Exodus apartments that's
right downtown in Minneapolis.
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Isaac Tadé 05:46
Okay. Yeah.
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Grant Tyus Sr 05:47
It was chaotic because there's a lot of different things going on people dealing with their
frustrations and whatnot. The best way they knew how I guess you know I have family
members, that's part of George Floyd Memorial. Guapa, my older cousin and Reginald
Ferguson, down there, they're trying to do something different. There's not a lot of
resources as far as people on to relieve their pain and housing and different stuff that's
been destroyed, but there's not doing that in North none of the properties and stuff so. It's
just a lot of things going on to that's like the ripple effect, it's a flame that keeps going.
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Wow. Okay, thank you. Um, so you would say that some of those things that occurred
during the pandemic, lack of resources are still happening now?
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Grant Tyus Sr 06:36
Absolutely.
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Isaac Tadé 06:37
Yeah. So you haven't seen it getting much better?
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Grant Tyus Sr 06:40
No because a lot of people that are preyed upon are the first people. It's not an epidemic
or could it be not you have to talk to them people personally or just emotionally scarred
about on different things that we live in every day, you know, and these are resources that
are available. I don't think they've been dispersed enough because a lot of places are
desimate, they're empty or whatnot, and then there's people that can utilize that space as
you know and they've said, you know, it's gonna be even more so people that's gonna be
homeless, you know, they always got to increase because people usually living paycheck
to paycheck, you know, if they aint got their own career got some type of way to make
funding and, you know, in all these empty places can be utilized, you know, whether it's
GRH where it's 934 936 a month where the government is paying or caddy program which
I've been in since December where I've been preyed upon more than anybody I know and
I'm the one that put them together. But it's just all these empty places I and all these
people out here, that's all suffering and they shouldn't have to.
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Isaac Tadé 07:49
So, tell me what a caddy program is
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Grant Tyus Sr 07:52
Caddy waiver program is for a lot of people have vulnerabilities like me, whether it's
mental or physical which I have both. And based on your like income they'll help you with
housing just like the GRH program I was at a Catholic Charities.
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Isaac Tadé 08:05
Okay, okay, and you're saying that there just needs to be more of those types of programs
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Grant Tyus Sr 08:09
Absolutely because there's all kinds of places that are landlords that might just be
struggling with their properties where they can utilize these type of programs I had a
property paid off.
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Isaac Tadé 08:20
Yeah. Um. The next question is about your outlook on life. How has your outlook on life
changed because of the pandemic.
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Robert Nammar 08:37
I'm down on rent. I rent. And I'm starting to get, you know what to call it, I tried to get my
payment. Direct, what you call it
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Isaac Tadé 08:53
direct payment,
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Robert Nammar 08:54
no, or that stimulus. Yeah, that 12 houndred dollars. I get the other stuff, they mailed it to
me. They've mailed, and I got that. 12 houndred, boom! Come up, they issued it to an
account. And I don't know what account. And they said they sent a card I don't see no
card. So I got to go through that, things find it to find money. So that's what I've been
going through.
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Isaac Tadé 09:28
Has it changed the way that you see life.
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Robert Nammar 09:32
life. See, like, I can't get nowhere. Because the dang pandemic. Yeah, I can't move, I can't
do nothing, You know,
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Isaac Tadé 09:47
and so that that's you're saying that's directly because of the pandemic?
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Robert Nammar 09:51
Yeah.
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Isaac Tadé 09:53
Right. With the struggle that you just had trying to get your stimulus check.
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Robert Nammar 09:56
Yeah, yeah, bought me a TV, you know, instead of paying rent, but uh, I'm not inspecting
that, I mean I'm expecting, I'm expecting the pandemic, sort of money for that
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Isaac Tadé 10:09
the stimulus check
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Robert Nammar 10:14
Yeah. So how would you say that, Oh, I think things probably for me like, when I'm staying.
I'm staying next Exodus apartments for Catholic Charities apartments since December, 18,
2019 all the way to December the first 2020 where moved in to Open Hearts, LLC 44th and
Park, I was receiving on level three and four care, Exodus apartments, and after I had this
assessment for the caddy program I was told I was supposed to still be receiving the least
equal amount of care or higher care since I moved into this open heart place but I've
been, I haven't received nothing at all, you know I've been fending, to fend for myself had
to go to food shelves and different things had to put a camera in my room because
people going in and out of my room violating my space, you know, and I don't see all
people as the same, but I am a victim of sexual assault by a cop in 2009 but I put my ex to
school for law enforcement. Because I believe in doing the right thing, you know, and, but
what the epidemic going on, is like a lot of people take advantage of your vulnerability
see as as a way to prey upon you instead of a way to help you, you know, but I take that
as far as I do, I try to do the opposite of what, what I get, you know saying if I don't like to
be hit I don't hit I never discipline my kids that were never so I like to be out there helping
others with the same situation I'll probably get the opposite up.
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Isaac Tadé 11:48
Wow. Wow. So it sounds like you're extremely resilient. For all of the things that you too
have have been through through the pandemic, and you know you're still putting your
best foot forward,
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Grant Tyus Sr 12:01
or half a foot!
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Isaac Tadé 12:05
Right! Yes sir, yes sir. So, What would you say has brought you hope through this time what
what lifts you up, what keeps you going?
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Robert Nammar 12:19
These meetings that, I mean, going to the streets. The streets, what's the go,
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Isaac Tadé 12:28
Street voices.
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Robert Nammar 12:29
It's streeth voice, yeah, yeah, you know, at least we can get some tokens. That's it. Yeah.
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Grant Tyus Sr 12:41
What keeps me going is my faith formost, you know. Oh, my kids. I'm supposed to be in a
wheelchair, I only used to walker or when it's absolutely necessary because I wanted them
never had to see me as crippled as I am or whatnot, you know. And as far as helping
others, I'd rather be able to help somebody else even though I don't receive help without
looking for anything in return, you know, and just, just, just realize that life's about. You got
free will, you got a choice of whatever you do, when you wake up in the morning, you
know, even if the person had a gun to my head I never got backed off from doing the right
thing and not being there for my kids. I just realized that I do go out at all, you know, this is
just my personal fulfillment in it, God has always made a way, you know, so I try to do the
best by him I possibly can and, and just keep faith and that and that alone.
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Isaac Tadé 13:37
Yeah, grateful, grateful. So in the summer 2020 the movement against racism had
Minneapolis in the epicenter, with the George Floyd murder. Um, can you describe your
experience living in Minneapolis, St Paul area during that time, what was that like for you,
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Robert Nammar 14:00
The pandemic was a theme. So, you keep, had to abide by the rules, you know, you go
through the motions. But a lot of stuff, closed down. And they came in, you cant even get
nothing, you know. And now, they open back up. Some now they open, we are trying to
get they're trying to figure out what's going on here, you know? that's it.
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Grant Tyus Sr 14:35
Yeah. Like I said I'll shut up again. Back in 99, right down 38th and Chicago. That's where
George Floyd got killed, I was born and raised there, you know? And just with everything
going on when things are going on. Usually I'll find stuff on Facebook you know and face
all day as your face I buy the watch unit on the book, you know, my 10 year old daughter
had to tell me that. So I usually, I can see the pain in people's eyes or motions that go on
through by sometimes it just bringing up old wounds but sometimes people are taking
advantage of the same situation and becoming destroyed in this city or state that was
born and raised in and that aint right. If you don't like pain, you shouldn't do painful things
that are inflicted on others. In a lot of people like he was saying they'll work their whole life
to earn a way or make a way and a lot of these just scored some things that never to be
replaced. Just like the healing process. Once you lose something you can't put no bandaid
on it you know what I'm saying.
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Isaac Tadé 15:42
You can't bring back human life.
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Grant Tyus Sr 15:43
No, absolutely not. I lost my mom and my sister, my mom and I was nine and my sister
when I was 17 So
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Robert Nammar 15:51
I lost my dad in 88, and my mom and 96.
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Isaac Tadé 16:00
Wow, thank you for sharing. And you said you've a new George Floyd personal.
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Grant Tyus Sr 16:04
Yeah, I just saw him, he used to smoke some of that deuce, I smoke that k2 stuff and I was
thinking I was making crazy, mad put GPS on my phone I stay right across the street, I'm
late, and I couldn't find my house and now I stay right across the street. But I have some
CBD I told him you know, why don't you try some of this, we were always making fun, I had
my feet then , but they were some stinky little things. To clean the shower whenever it is
CBD. So I got to meet him personally. Even though I was even not even supposed to have
left Exodus, I had two quarter or two statements from the doctor saying I wasn't supposed
to be left in the cold, or whatever. So that's why when the Bill of Rights came to Street
Voices of Change like, think it's rule 23 or 24, I wrote down that part. That a person should
never had to leave this place not a shelter but we look at a place, a person can call home,
you know, she never have to be thrown out in streets. When the world is for everybody,
you know, a person should be comfortable wherever that they're not preyed upon. Yeah.
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Robert Nammar 17:13
like, like you get this. Like, what is this,
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Isaac Tadé 17:19
yeah, an interview
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Robert Nammar 17:20
Interview yeah you know, that's cool. I'm glad you give voice and be heard,
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Isaac Tadé 17:29
Well you, you people are the people who have lived these experiences, and and I've lived
them so wholeheartedly, right, and so a part of this project is to amplify what you have to
say, because we think that's so important. So thank you for being here. Thanks again. Um,
and then so is what is there. Excuse me. Is there anything else that you want people to
know or remember 30 years from now, about your experience, or other people's
experiences being homeless during this period of time.
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Grant Tyus Sr 18:11
I've been like, with Katie, I've been in a steady group for the encampment. I'll be in a lot of
different places where people don't have nothing but they're making the best out of what
they got, you know. If we was all together, you know like in like the ideal world, it was you
know, instead of looking at division or whatnot, and we can satisfy everybody about
humanity, you know, not nothing based on your religion, lack of religion, color, nothing like
that. If it's about humanity, the world would be a better place you know , you only got one
life to live now so and it's a difference between living in that system.
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Isaac Tadé 18:46
So you'd say, what people got to take away from this situation from this moment of time is
to live in unity and not be so divided, I think a lot of times in this society we find reasons to
be against each other.
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Robert Nammar 19:05
Something about black folks, you know, get together and talk to us all,
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Grant Tyus Sr 19:10
There's only one race, the human race
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Robert Nammar 19:12
yes
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Grant Tyus Sr 19:12
And so people gotta stop putting ourselves in the box.
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Isaac Tadé 19:17
Celebrate our differences,
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Robert Nammar 19:18
yeah,
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Isaac Tadé 19:20
Yeah, that's that's beautiful. Um, let me see here. If you could ask to work on something if
you could ask people to work on something, or to get involved in an issue, what would
that be, is there something that people hearing this could help with, where do you think
people like me should be more involved?
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Robert Nammar 19:44
With this, with the streets, you know, the Street Voices. so you can hear what's going on.
Hey, it's rough out there,
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Grant Tyus Sr 19:58
That different individuals like us that's out there disabled. Um, probably be them eyes and
ears that most to people aren't able to experience, you know, be able to go different
places but most people have a time limit where they're not able to you know? Even at the
George Floyd, those people that I grew up with their parents or whatnot their kids out
there homeless and then living in places where they fit for animals to live in and nowadays
resources available, what, how is the pain being, not, not consumed, you know, if it's just
like on fire being put on it, you know, or gasoline because nothing being done that like
being overlooked.
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Robert Nammar 20:39
I was going with the lady one time, she had kids and stuff. Police killed her son over north,
remember that? Tycel Nelson.
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Isaac Tadé 20:53
What was the name again?
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Robert Nammar 20:54
Tycel Nelson, he's the first one to get. I mean, that got killed by the police. And then
George Floyd, you know, everybody, you know, all that's happening in the city, you know.
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Isaac Tadé 21:10
So, um, some of the issues that it sounds like you're bringing up is like violence that we
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need to be aware of and then just more people, more people being aware of
homelessness. Thank you. Um, just a few more questions about health. So what would you
say that you need to be healthy?
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Robert Nammar 21:35
I got, I got health. I'm healthy, because I get two, I get a VA, and I got regular insurance.
Yeah they keep me going though. And I thank God for that.
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Grant Tyus Sr 22:04
If I had a choice, I would have a different service provider way at place the place I live,
you know, because all they do is run the service. And that definitely ain't doing anything,
that they're supposed to whatever or claim to do. Other than that, probably for a while,
it's like a home project anyone is supposed to have when they gone to zero.
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Robert Nammar 22:30
All right. Sixty years old so man, I've been through a lot.
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Isaac Tadé 22:37
Oh yeah, I'm sure,
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Robert Nammar 22:40
When I was in the army, they did, they sabotaged me, you know.
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Isaac Tadé 22:46
What do you mean by that
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Robert Nammar 22:48
I mean, you know, the dude they come, he came to the... I had a stroke so...
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Isaac Tadé 22:59
Oh, okay.
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Robert Nammar 23:00
We came to the, the guard shack and there was a guard right? This guy he started some
stuff with me and, you know, and I almost went into it right with him. And I quit. Then I
went to the, to the barraks. And, you know, I went AWOL. They had me go, going AWOL
and stuff, dude considered... He threatened me, you know,
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Grant Tyus Sr 23:34
You done left base and just went to the barraks?
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Robert Nammar 23:37
I left base. I left, left, went home, came home, you know, that was down in Texas. Yeah, I
went home and then came back, they put me out. And then I've been going through shit
ever since.
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Isaac Tadé 23:53
Right. And that's why having access to these medical centers is important for you. Yeah,
to stay healthy. Yeah, yeah. Um, next question is have you met with the nurses at Central
Health Commons. And then, do you have feedback for them.
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Robert Nammar 24:12
Yes, they good, they good people. I see. I see they come in. Soak your feet and everything,
give you what want you know, it's good. Yeah.
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Grant Tyus Sr 24:21
I want my feet soaked.
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Robert Nammar 24:23
Yeah, I had a bad toe, toenails kept on going over, you know. They clipped that sucker for
me and everything.
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Isaac Tadé 24:34
Right, they fixed you up.
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Robert Nammar 24:35
Yeah, I got diabetes so...
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Grant Tyus Sr 24:39
this is done right here?
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Robert Nammar 24:40
Yeah, well,
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Isaac Tadé 24:41
Yeah, yeah right around the corner. Right. Yeah. Okay, you'll have to pull up on Monday.
Now you know, now you know, that's great. Um, okay, so then I guess the next question is
do you have any feedback for like health commons, is there anything that we can do
better? Is there anything missing?
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Robert Nammar 25:09
Nothing I see.
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Grant Tyus Sr 25:11
Okay, so that's on Mondays?
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Isaac Tadé 25:13
Yeah Mondays and Thursdays.
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Robert Nammar 25:14
Yeah, Mondays and Thursday.
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Grant Tyus Sr 25:16
Yeah, see that's that one she was talking about
Robert Nammar 25:20
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Robert Nammar 25:20
my feet is important. Yeah, I have to get them checked and make sure there aint soars.
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Isaac Tadé 25:31
Okay, so no feedback right now.
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Robert Nammar 25:34
Nope.
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Isaac Tadé 25:34
Okay. And then we're just about to be done, but is there anything else that you'd like to
say before we finish up.
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Robert Nammar 25:41
I thank God because you're around, you know, peoples, getting to know people,
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Grant Tyus Sr 25:47
Yeah I appreaciate y'all young individuals doing what you need to in life, for real.
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Robert Nammar 25:52
Get some, get some. I mean help, you know, we need help. You could be like my son in the
studio, rapping or something. At least you're doing something for the cause.
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Isaac Tadé 26:06
Well, we're trying to thank you, and it wouldn't be possible without your voices, and so on
behalf of Augsburg Health Commons, you know, we just really appreciate it and
appreciate you sharing what you have to offer because your experience is so valuable,
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Robert Nammar 26:22
because I belong to a dignity center. They come over there they volunteered and and
stuff, you know, people from Augustana, okay. Yeah.
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Isaac Tadé 26:33
Yeah, and you appreciate it.
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Robert Nammar 26:35
Yeah, yeah.
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Isaac Tadé 26:36
Well, it's a beautiful thing to give and receive right Yeah, absolutely. Well, that's about it
for today. This concludes our interview. Thank you so much again for taking the time and
for sharing your stories and insights with me. I appreciate it. Thank you.
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SUMMARY KEYWORDS
augsburg, opinionated, grandfather, oral history project, chicago, understand, surrendered, streets,
east st louis, central, people, haywood, commons, lutheran, oral health, educated, spirit, folk,
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Stefan 2021: Part 1
Thu, 7/29 10:25AM
4:37
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
augsburg, opinionated, grandfather, oral history project, chicago, understand, surrendered, streets,
east st louis, central, people, haywood, commons, lutheran, oral health, educated, spirit, folk,
sociology, shared
SPEAKERS
Stefan, Isaac Tadé
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Isaac Tadé 00:03
Thank you for joining us today for this oral health, oral history project for the Augsburg
University Central Health Commons. My name is Isaac Tadé, I'm a student intern with
Augsburg Central Health Commons, could you please introduce yourself for the recording.
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Stefan 00:17
Yes, my name is Mr Stefan Lesure.
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Isaac Tadé 00:21
Thank you. And before we continue, I would just like to confirm that you consent to being
interviewed and having this interview stored at Augsburg University, which will be made
available to the public.
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Stefan 00:32
Absolutely. Thank you.
Isaac Tadé 00:34
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Isaac Tadé 00:34
Excellent. All right, So can you tell me about where you grew up, and who you call family.
S
Stefan 00:39
I grew up in Chicago on the west side of Chicago. My family's from Kansas City, Missouri,
Sikeston Haywood city, East St Louis, St Louis. I grew up on the west side of Chicago. So
again like I said, it was never my intention to even be here in the state of Minnesota, let
alone be houseless I've never in my life been homeless because homelessness is emptiness
and I'm not empty at all.
I
Isaac Tadé 01:14
Yeah, so, okay, who do you call family than?
S
Stefan 01:18
I call what I call my family is what I call the old spirit. My grandfather's my uncle's my
Auntie's and even though they passed away that was always this thing my grandfather,
learned me about looking people and eye, he would not even talk to you. If you didn't
look him in the eye. You know you was not, he didn't know who you was and he didn't
communicate with you, he didn't know how to unless he looked you in the eyes and once
he looked you in the eyes, it was just like it was...It was just a totally different person that
you saw looking back at you. And I've kept that old spirit in my in my heart and in my
mind for years. I'm a writer. I had over 180,000 pages of history of a degree in sociology.
I'm also an educator in the streets with 54 years of lived experience and in the streets of
Chicago, and 12 in the streets of Minneapolis.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:24
Yes sir. So it sounds like you gravitate towards your elders towards people who have come
before you and who have shared their insights their experiences with you.
S
Stefan 02:34
Absolutely, it's called folk ways and folk tales, to be able to sit down with the young black
man and understand how he has to be educated, not how he wants to be educated, how
he has to be educated. The only true form of education for black man in this, it, it basically
is not existed in the world we live in today, and that's a shame. You know it's really a
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shame.
I
Isaac Tadé 03:09
Yeah, thank you for sharing that. Um, the next question would be can you tell me more
about how you got involved with Street Voices of Change.
S
Stefan 03:20
After being in state of Minnesota for three years, lost my job, lost my apartment. And I
understood that if I surrendered and became a part of the establishment that I can never
again hold my head up. So a friend of mine had brought me to the church when he was
the old church. And I said, and one day and it kinda was crazy, because at that time when
we first started out, everybody was opinionated so you really had to ask patience for
people telling you "man I've been at it for years," but over the course of five years, we've
learned one another, and we've learned the needs in certain cases, what causes those
needs to be and what causes the problem to be Street Voices, Central Lutheran, say, I
have since day one I considered it to be my sacred place of peace.
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SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, call, streets, minnesota, ai, state, education, situation, pandemic, apartment, homeless,
community, young black man, world, stay, son, black, involved, understand, churches
SPEAKERS
Stefan, Isaac Tadé
S
Stefan 00:01
Central Lutheran is my sacred place of peace, five years, if I'm not if I'm in this state I'm in
Central Lutheran on Thursday morning there's no other place to I'd be. And that is a true
commitment to a situation that's growing in a different directions but mentally, people
like becoming to understand that the burden of proof is not on the state it's on the
individual, starting with the individual. If you in the state of Minnesota don't have a clear
cut agenda, you will become a foreign of its fast pace. And that fast paced is basically no
return on that.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:56
So that's how you got involved, you wanted to stay ahead of that pace,
S
Stefan 01:00
you decide on the natural educator. My father was the head of the Kansas City Missouri
literacy program and my first book that I wrote, stating that I wanted to be that same
individual because it was all natural for me. I'm the only black man in American history, to
ever be called by two presidents to ever create a program called Community
Beautification that would have closed down to Illinois state prisons, until the police
department figured out that they didn't want me involved because they had a different
agenda. Under the rules of displacement. Now it's, you know, I'm here today and I speak
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to David Hewitt about this every day and every week and every chance I get about
people. There's no way possible that you can uproot 5 million black folks who stay in the
country, and 5 million other foreigners who come into the country, get an apartment, and
just leave them to hang in a system that's what I call tedious and meticulous, a process of
dehumanization that has no return on punishing. Thank you.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:29
Thank you for sharing that. Thank you. So what can you tell me about life before the
pandemic, and what is different for you now, because a COVID-19?
S
Stefan 02:42
Before the pandemic, that was, that was a lot of hope, a lot of trust a lot of faith building
we went from four meetings a week back down to none, and then we opened up with 10
people. And the saddest part about it is to see that the African American community,
basically had nowhere else to turn, but to those churches who would open their doors in
the homeless community because I don't care what you say man, if it wasn't for Katie and
them and the nurses, nurses were the first persons who got me a bed when I was having, I
had to have surgery. They got me into an apartment, it wasn't the case manager it was
the homeless nurse. You know, and ever since I put back whenever I can, and brought a
greater understanding to what I consider to be a housing situation, and a situation of
people who, Minnesota is a, is a very dangerous state. I'll say that because it affords you,
and allows you to be comfortable, when you really shouldn't be comfortable. It allows you
to become content, and you really shouldn't be content. In that sense for a young, an
uneducated black man that's a dangerous, dangerous environment to be in. And I've
watched this situation for 12 years just grow and grow and grow. Nobody has one time
and for the last five years I beat education all the way from Street Voices to Change to
the capital. There's no way around it, you know, you can you can bow you can you can
build a million houses right here right now. And they'll tear them down in two days,
because they're not educated. And they have this hate in their heart because they're in
the streets at night, and nobody understands that. You think because you gave him an
apartment, that doesn't fulfill the void that he hasn't had any love and compassion,
respect and any honor. That's what's important to me. So I continue to do what I do I get
in the streets every day, five days a week, and communicate with people. I've put a few
young kids in college, and they've come through and it was like, bro, I've got a few kids
back in the house with their momma. Back letting them know man, the power of surrender,
let them go home with some flowers, wash the dishes and take out the garbage, and that
you ain't going to smoke in the house. That's all she asks! That's a roof over your head,
until you can do better. And it seems to be that it's Minnesota's is just conflict orientated.
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It's like a step by step process. Once you get St. Olaf card, you're considered non existent.
You know, they don't respect or honor education, intelligence, or any of that. It's all about
getting $1 immediately. And that's the most dangerous setup for young parents, for
children for your community, because these are the things that are transferred, whether
we want them to be or not we can have the best intentions for our children. But if you
have them among toxic waste, nine times out of 10. It will suffer from it.
I
Isaac Tadé 06:55
And is that what you see manifest during the pandemic?
S
Stefan 06:59
Pandemic was most more frightening than that, it created a lot of withdrawals, created a
lot of isolation. It created a lot of separation with family. Fear is the most powerful tool in
the state of Minnesota. I'm afraid that I'm gonna lose something that I really don't have
anyway. You have to have something to lose. You ain't got something... Right, you don't
have nothing. And that's what homelessness is, that's what that statement is homeless.
Homelessness is simply means you void of any substance. I'm full of life.
I
Isaac Tadé 07:52
right
S
Stefan 07:53
full of life I seek the good and all things, no matter what.
I
Isaac Tadé 07:57
And that's, and that's why through the pandemic. Well, even before pre pandemic, you've
made it a mission to fulfill though that hierarchy of needs right first of all, first of all you
need clothing, water, shelter, and then after that, you know those things you can start to
feel those social needs, and an education and that's what you've brought to the table.
S
Stefan 08:20
It's a real strange situation to see our young black men and women's who are only
motivated by music and motivated by material things. And everybody becomes a victim,
under those circumstances, what do you believe it or not. Strangest thing I've ever seen in
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the state of Minnesota as a young gentleman who had been homeless. We've been in the
streets begging. finally got a Social Security finally got his apartment. And he took these
people home because he lived with him in the street. Four days after he had this
apartment, they tore the apartment up, got him kicked out. And he's still homeless to this
day. And that just let me know that there's no boundaries. And if you deal with people who
don't have boundaries, they have some problem. That's why it's so important that I have
rules. Rules I have laws I have aspirations, that must be, not just for the sake of me, but for
the sake of our community of what's left of our community. It's, I don't even know how to
say it anymore. My grandfather used to tell me that "true beauty never shrinks nor does it
wear thin. But the truth of that has to be in your spirit may not be the next man spirit has
to be in yours." In order for you to see clear go forward. And that's been the joy of being
here, to be able to call pastor Melissa and say hey you know I aint feeling this one. And
she would sit down and actually tell you, "me neither. But here's what you have to do, not
what you can do, not what you want to do, what you have to do in order to get back to
what you..."
I
Isaac Tadé 10:50
Your, your best self.
S
Stefan 10:52
Thank you. That's what I've, that's the approach I've taken. Never once considered myself
homelessness. The strangest thing in the world when I was staying at the Salvation Army, I
have what you call the internal alarm clock. I go to bed at nine o'clock but I'm up at 3:30.
Doesn't give if I'm drunk or what, I'm up by 330. And I got up every morning and I cleaned
the two washrooms. Cleaning the dining room. A after a year and a half into this. I was
told that "we don't want to going, we don't want you cleaning up the washroom, makes
our employees look bad." Well you crazy, the employee look bad because the washroom
looks bad! That's why I'm cleaning.
I
Isaac Tadé 11:43
and that's the way you feel you can contribute
S
Stefan 11:44
Ain't a doubt about it. But the beauty of that is, everybody didn't learn from those few who
did learn from it, when they got the apartments they understood the value of keeping
things cleanly, keeping your associates in the streets, and giving yourself at least 30 days
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to acclimate to your own room. I get to see feedback every day in the streets, there's, I
don't think there's 20 people that walk downtown, on a day to day basis that I've ever
met, before seen before, I've spoken to all the ID, all the police downtown all the security
downtown. And nobody, and this is shame, this is the shameful part. Nobody wants to get
involved. I keep hearing that same old, same old song. They don't care.
I
Isaac Tadé 12:49
who's they?
S
Stefan 12:50
the people who you see as different from who you are because you work a job because
you got an apartment and who are in the streets, sit on corners who drink or smoke, or
steal. But what we fail to realize is that was transferred to them they were born into that.
I
Isaac Tadé 13:12
They're born into that mentality raised in it
S
Stefan 13:14
Indeed! I mean yo mama smoke crack she got 45 guys coming in and out the back door.
Well, let's keep it real, this, this frustrates a young black man, and he becomes so abusive
behind that because he become gaurded, he don't want to tell nobody that he was broken
by what he seen from his mother. So he treats every woman like she's broke. And that's,
that's the part that we have to get out of the only way we can get out of it (*knocks on
table), "Hey are you doing?" You have to see something different, in order to know
somethings different. You have to be consistent power with that. That's why Street Voices
says, we decided that we'll wait till the meetings over when we have a debrief and then
you can say what you like. But in during these meeting, These are rules.
I
Isaac Tadé 14:06
These are the rules you abide by them.
S
Stefan 14:09
And once you learn that it becomes a valuable situation, then that plays a part in your life
you'll see yourself being separated from all the confusion. Another thing about Minnesota.
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This is the only group of people in the whole state that's ever mentioned, a power of
education, and never asked the question, that's why David Hewitt kept coming back. Why
can you go without it? If your son is in steet with a third grade education, his homie got a
fifth grade education, homie got a second grade education. Another guy never been in
school. What do you think's going to come out of that? That's a disaster waiting to
happen.
I
Isaac Tadé 15:00
Nothing much nothing good Because we went to the challenge game, we enter the rap
music that elevates what you think how you feel, our children that become images that
they follow. They see you do some, they can't let you out, so they overdo it, and then
overdo until somebody else gets hurt to the process. And they become susceptible, like
second nature. That's that conflict is in our communities. It's not education, not further
progress. You got neighbors who don't even speak to each other. That's what Street Voices
wants to get to the point of being able to actually sit you down and show you the
difference between one mental mindset and the other mental mindset. The streets make
you guarded. You ain't got to do nothing, only see it one time, and when you see it again...
It might be too late.
S
Stefan 16:05
So you need to get involved, overreact and put yourself in a bad situation is
acknowledging it running away from it. This is what I don't separate. We young black men
don't have the power to courage. Don't do the influences in the streets today, under the
drugs that's in the streets today. When you have 13 year old boy telling you he got to have
his medicine, you tripping your own ride bruh. What you want to do about your medicine
when you get locked up, because it's coming. You keep going in these people's stores, it's
coming. And when it comes, you should be grateful that it came like that. And that this
often hurts, and we don't, but they don't even fear that no more. You know that's a damn
shame, they don't even think scared to die. Living in world is nothing no way, but it's not
that. It's that we, it is something that I was deeply thankful for. It's always come back to
the part you play before you can see and accept what they did, know why you got
involved, yeah. Know why you got involved, right, and once you know that, there's no need
to get mad, because you see the part that you play. And that should be a growth process.
I have a friend who I had called and asked her that question every night. "What have you
learned today, from all of that's been learned you?" Keeping a positive outlook is a must in
keeping sanity in this homeless community, because you see some things that just
mindblowing. totally mindblowing. Man got mad at the police took off all his cleaning, "so
you want to shake me now?" he got on the police guy. I mean this is, where do you go from
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that? so you use that as a measuring rod? you can't, you can't use a measuring rod, unless
you communicate. Forget what I think, forget what they say. And here's another thing
that's the most dangerous thing about Minnesota. They use mental injuries and mental
health issues as a problem, and it is come up, murder, murder and murder. Because he
had been mental health issues. My thinking is, you acknowledged the fact that he had
mental health issues, you bag up to get those who are qualified to deal with that situation,
and they don't do that. They won't do that,
I
Isaac Tadé 16:38
treat it as a health crisis rather than
S
Stefan 19:14
okay, perfect example when they get to the capitol of the day when the senator was
having a meeting, the lady drove up to Capitol step, drove around, drank smoke right
there in front of police around it. And then they said well it's a mental health crisis and the
brother said "bruh if it had been a black man, you would have drug him out of the car,
right there on the spot. You put her in the car with no handcufs come on, didn't do any of
that"
I
Isaac Tadé 19:42
right.
S
Stefan 19:43
These rules don't apply to certain people in the state. And if I will make a difference in I'm
gonna have to be extraordinary patient,
I
Isaac Tadé 19:56
yes sir.
S
Stefan 19:58
extraordinarily humble, because I've been had people call me a group of bitches and
howlers and I had never been none of that. Where I come from we didn't even allow that.
But understanding that if I allow you to pull me off my square and get into what you went
to, then I'm the damn fool. Because would you say it didn't leave a scratch or mark on me.
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Okay, that's how you feel, I can't change that.
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Isaac Tadé 20:31
But you choosing to step low at that level, it's your choice.
S
Stefan 20:35
Right. The choices you make, you have to be conscious of that because you live in in this
baby so fast paced, you wouldn't be. It is demonic to see a 12 year old girl, trying to trick a
grown man out of some money. And it's, it's the demonic, but it is what it is. If, if I don't get
involved then, where else do I go? You get involved on and changing it. Would you accept
it and become a part of it? You close your eyes on it, you are a part of it.
I
Isaac Tadé 21:16
Yes sir, yes sir.
S
Stefan 21:20
I put a request slip in your box that I have a paper 18 pages long, it's called "A Condensed
Product" of 180,000 pages is called critical thinking, writing means stop exchange
abruptly like abruptly. But these topics are critical topics. Who are you? Who will you
allow yourself to become? What's learned behavior? How culturally conscious are you?
What part do you play? And a lot of us don't even think along those lines no more. When
the last time you read a book?
I
Isaac Tadé 22:07
Personally me?
S
Stefan 22:07
No, I'm saying, the last time you see, you have a few, and here's the sad part. Those who
do read in the homeless community, they read out of isolation. They don't read to better
hands, better, they read out of isolation, and they don't share nothing that they read.
"None of your business that you (*grumbles)..." you know, because it's their entertaiment.
It's not something that should be spread around.
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Isaac Tadé 22:38
Right.
S
Stefan 22:39
Our churches have failed in a lot of ways because African American churches because
they like to do things their own way, it's about what God said, it's not about walking the
walk is about your perception of what this book says istead of doing the basic things,
which is allowing the child, be the child to become the adolescent to become the young
adult and understanding these processes, and understanding that, especially not black
schools. When I growed up we had big kids we after school programs, there was none of
that. So, where do you son go after school? If your son, going to school with two phones
and a speaker, you think you're going to learn? You can't be your son's friend. You got to
be his momma. You know, "my baby. No baby." That aint no baby. That man, six foot 2. 19
years old he aint no kid. But you still buying him $150 Gym shoe. And when you can't buy
them, he got no job, no skills where you're going? In street. And that's what they do. 12, 13
years old. Rob and car jacking, with the first time something happens to do so that you
know is in the street, "My baby. My baby." Ma'am your baby is not your baby, quit playin
with yourself. You need to grow up.
I
Isaac Tadé 24:26
It's about being honest with the situation,
S
Stefan 24:29
No doubt about it. When I was growing, if I bought anybody home, my mama went up to
her like "Yo, yo, who your mama, where you live at? Matter of fact wait on the porch till I
call. That's how crazy my mama was.
I
Isaac Tadé 24:45
actually to verify.
S
Stefan 24:49
Well you know your son over here? And you'll see come. So we're with...if I brought you
home, and my mamma didn't know your mamma? If I gotta ass whooping, you gotta have
a an ass whooping, guarantee. That don't happen no more. "Don't mess with my son." So
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we have a lot of things to grow up to. But the one thing I really want to state is there's
been what you call a Hocus Pocus, the state of Minnesota. 12 years you 46,000 new
housing. Not 1% is low income. No more than 1%. That 1% comes in the suburbs, not in
the inner city, so they can take you and throw you out in Coon Rapids, Robbinsdale and
Hopkins, but these are 2, 3, 4, 5 different people. It's not a community of people, they don't
want to, I don't want that to happen anymore. The only communities is what you call a
middle class community, which is a suburb. And Minneapolis has a golden opportunity.
No, the African Americans in Minneapolis have a golden opportunity but there's no way
you can bring these people together, because everybody has their own agenda.
Everybody, the churches, all the black churches have different agendas, going in different
directions. All the programs, who get three, $400,000 a year are going in different
directions, instead of restoring the arms a unity, come together so first goal is "let's build
the building with the apartments, and we can have the programs on display, right here,
but it has to be one situation." Your program doesn't have to change. The only thing
changes is your trust and respect for the people that you deal with. And that's what we,
for some reason we can't seem to bring that together.
I
Isaac Tadé 27:22
What we lack is some unity. And I think I saw that a lot during the pandemic too, just with
leadership across the state across the country, across the world. You know
S
Stefan 27:33
There was you no... specially the statements so there was no black unity shown there was
no groups of black people gathered around giving out information, doing any of that. It
was all isolated incident. Churchs were just was trying to hold on to its members. Right,
doing all of these solicitations and all of that because you couldn't be in church, right, but
it was not a group of people a constituency to say "man as a collective, let's get back out
here, and let's reunite our communities." that will be the easiest thing in the world, only
two churches and your community. Mean to tell me y'all can't put together one project? I
mean to actually... black owned businessman won't even do business for black, black
owned landlords won't even rent to black men. So I mean this is an up hilll struggle, and
I'm just grateful that I have a conscious mind. To continue forward.
I
Isaac Tadé 28:34
It's a state of mind. Yes sir
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Stefan 28:41
Not being on never been, never will be homeless. no doubt about it. Yes sir. Yes, I need
some help. I aint affraid of that. Aint no getting frustrated, throwing a brick through a
window, none of that. You will ask for what you want, and if they don't provide? Patients.
Step two, step three, and step four. It's always gonna be a step left though, don't quit,
always, always, you can't throw your hands up.
I
Isaac Tadé 29:22
Speaking of, sorry to interrupt you here. Speaking of that mentality. What has brought you
home through this last year? You talking about putting one foot in front of the other what
helps you to do that.
S
Stefan 29:37
The people that I speak to every day in the streets. The mothers who've seen me, I'm glad
to talk my son, you know, your inspiration in the streets you know only OG out here, really
talks with some good sense. That means a lot because we're in a time and age where the
communication game is not about communication is about texting, chat rooms you know
hollar back. It's pretend forms, it's always about ducking everybody in the street. It's hard
to have a conversation with somebody on the phone you talk to personal phone, he'll text
your back "No, I don't feel like that." And that gives you nothing. That gives you no
inspiration I come from a family of people from my great grandfather to my father's
uncles when you have to sit down, you actually look these people in the eye. You want
some help, you have to actually communicate with these people. Right? There was never
no aggressive, nothing. This is what you want. This is what you get.
I
Isaac Tadé 30:58
And so for you it's been the communicate through this last year. Yes sir, especially in such
like an isolating time.
S
Stefan 31:07
Right. That was, that was a time when I think was back in February March when this first
pandemic first came down. It was hard to even communicate with people ain't nobody,
want to "back up"
Isaac Tadé 31:23
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Isaac Tadé 31:23
6 feet
S
Stefan 31:23
Yeah, it was it was it was a panic situation, especially on the buses. You know how many
911 calls Metro transit had right in the state of Minnesota, about you not being, "you got to
have your mask on, or get off the bus." The state is. I'm not going to say the state. The
African American communities throughout inner Minneapolis has basically become afraid
of one another. What I mean by that is that if you have a neighbor that doesn't trust you,
he doesn't respect you because he feels like you are not trustworthy for whatever reasons,
that just keeps going down the line and up the block, then your community is following.
Because your eyes is not on the community, it's on your neighbor.
I
Isaac Tadé 32:02
right.
S
Stefan 32:17
We have to get away from that, learn how to trust again we have to learn how to respect.
And that's not the easy thing, you know this sounds easy as I'm saying it's not easy to put
into play, right, especially for those kids who really never had no compassion on spending
quality time. They mama riding them around in the stroller smoking weed with them, them
in a store stealing. You know, I don't know if African Americans understand it, that's the
greatest gift we have is our ability to adjust, adapt, but if you're not afforded the
opportunity to know what you're adjusting to and what you adapted to. If you just go on
along to something that's been second nature in your life for the last 10 years of your life,
this why you can't do, how you will afford a child? He set the garage on fire. But you
bought him the videos, you you spoiled him, in the end you told him no. That's how you
got to that point. You know he was doing good for five or 10 years. Buying him shoes. Now
you don't have a job, money funny. You can't do nothing for him. And you can even
communicate with it.
I
Isaac Tadé 34:06
So my next question was going to be about. If people could, if you could ask people to
work on something or get involved in an issue, what would that be, and it already. Sounds
like you've gotten into that,
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Stefan 34:21
yes, it will be education is the most frightening thing about young African American in the
state of Minnesota. They have zero history. Zero history of African Americans. I was trying
to explain 1964. They called it a riot. Black Panthers marched on the White House for
equality in jobs that summer. And they said, riot. Here, when they went to the Capitol, you
knocked the windows out you're went in and killed people. You call that an insurrection.
And right after 1964 you call it all out, you said we were militant. That's, militant means
that you're dangerous.
I
Isaac Tadé 35:25
Yes sir,
S
Stefan 35:25
Insurrection means that it's just organize thing that went wrong. but that's not what
happened. I saw what happened, and it's the first time in my life. Fifty-nine years later, I
got a chance to see what you call the proud boys, and how y'all truly operate.
I
Isaac Tadé 35:45
Right.
S
Stefan 35:46
And I still have a question. If you hadn't been authorization to be here, there was no way
in the world you could have drilled all the machines up there to climb up the stairs. No
way. So you was authorized. It just didn't turn out right. But that's a lesson for us, as young
black men, to know the difference of the treatments that come about because of white
privilege,
I
Isaac Tadé 36:17
and that's about knowing that history.
S
Stefan 36:21
I mean, Minnesota is a beautiful state. I love to see all colors of people come together.
Yeah, but that's the best surface level. Right, right, behind the scenes and there is some
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demonic people.
I
Isaac Tadé 36:38
Just because you have diversity doesn't mean that you have cooperation, you can have
tolerance. But that's not on the same level as cooperation, integration,
S
Stefan 36:50
and that's the new. That's the new form of education that they put towards black people.
Let me give you another example, every black man in the country, not just in the state of
Minnesota, knows that the state is what you call a free enterprise. So you can get your
issue on any corner that you want in this state. And that's their focus. They're not realizing
what comes behind the scenes. There's no structure, no order. Then there's chaos. And we
have a word about that. My fear for Minnesota is that in the next three years if it doesn't
change, it will be the most violent state in this country. No, it will be the most violent state
in the country to north, south, northeast Minneapolis, basically a daycare center, where
you have all these 250 groups of people that have 250 different ideas. They're going to
one in 250 directions, they get the money, like the father program project. You get $10
milion dollars, 90 days later you can't give a guy a bus card you can't buy him shoes when
you go get a job. Not a program is working.
I
Isaac Tadé 38:14
Nope
S
Stefan 38:15
you have an 85,000 year executive 100,000 executive. But none of this money is come to
the table. maybe 10% out of $10 million, hit the street, and the rest was in payroll property.
But property that has nothing to do with rehabilitating a mind. You know when you find a
father who's willing to get back to being a father, now that a hell of a thing. When you
kind of lose yourself and think you can become a great hustler in the world, you realized
when you go to jail and you realize that sitting for me it was a night isn't worth it. So I got
to get back to doing what I'm doing. And once you get back there, the help that they say
is there, there's not. It's not that. You get up yourself stuck out there trying to raise three
boys, is not a joke. Especially you ain't got no job. It's not a joke, right, you ain't got no
skills. You don't think you have is the learned behavior that you've learned in the streets.
Let's not a provider, that's a death wish. Yeah, and that's why it's so important that we
reiterate, education, history, not on the level of being man, back to what I see, what have I
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learned today, all that. That's a constant evaluation of everyday assessed reflection.
Thank you. If you lose one day. Don't be ashamed, not
I
Isaac Tadé 40:14
to put your pride aside,
S
Stefan 40:19
have pride? I don't play with that, that's a dangerous thing. No, not in these streets. And
then it's, they can't let go. I mean you can get into the smallest thing but you can't let go.
I
Isaac Tadé 40:38
I've seen it. It's real. I'm gonna just ask you a few more questions, geared for towards
health, the bottom there. What would you say that you need for health, as you define it,
what's helped for you and what you need to have good health?
S
Stefan 40:56
good health? I need to be able to get to the store do my own shopping, cooking, my own
create my own exercise program. through various question asking various situations. We'll
start with, with mental health. you aint thinking right, if you ain't feeling good mentally.
nine times out of 10, you wont feel good, spiritually, feel physically. And that's the way I
look at it, I have to, I mean there's no such thing is not able. It's no such thing as bad. And
if you feel like that, maybe you need to sit down and re evaluate the situation, because
there's no such thing as that. We got here we can get back. I believe that and if I didn't
believe that I wouldn't be out in the streets every day trying to convey that message with
other people. I have this...It's not a poem, its a statement, says "true gratitude is that which
emanates within us and pushes it's way out of us to shine in full view." And in doing that,
it's a genuis quality that you build upon on the day to day basis. I don't want to make it
seem like this is crazy, crazy, cause it's not. You have to really do some growing up, really
really growing up to actually get past this situation to not be frustrated not just want to
surrendered. And I mean it seriously, man, wake up in the shelter you ain't got no shoes,
man you got shoes. You know I'm saying you come in the washroom and you, and you
hang your shirt up to wash up, that man come in, take your shirt and put it on infront of
you. You have a choice here. You either will get fustrated till you come about my shirt,
which will possibly be a problem because you got an issue. So now I got to go to man, to
say Man, look man, but man, just pick the shirt, and I ain't going to trip. I just need
overshare to like get to target man, you have to you have to you have to be willing to
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make those sacrifices. If you're not, you'll find yourself in all kinds of conflicts and so
I
Isaac Tadé 44:01
yes sir,
S
Stefan 44:03
We have to have, not only do you have to want something, you have to understand what
it takes to get there. And sometimes it's not pleasant it is not easy.
I
Isaac Tadé 44:15
Thank you. Yes, thank you for sharing that. Um, the next question is, have you met the
nurses at Central. And then, or, you know, Central Health Commons. Is there any
feedback that you have for them.
S
Stefan 44:30
Oh wow. Yes, I've met the nurses at Central. We went out on a few runs to the homeless
encampments. We even found ourselves in a curious situation. And it turned out to be a
truly education situation and thanking Katie for that, I had to tip my hat for that. And I've
also had to deal with the nurses here at Central Lutheran in personal situations. Be able
to start to my blood pressure, and that got so high that I'm actually scared to go to that
hospital. I mean which still don't seem like it makes good sense but I refuse to leave here
too! so it all turned out to be in the best interest because after she did what she did, I had
to actually go to the hospital. And if she hadn't have, my thing is that if I hadn't been here.
That's my concern if I hadn't been here, then what may have happened if I was in the
streets? Somebody might have left me on the bench. "Oh he drunk. He high. See his eyes."
Maybe maybe got kidney problems, maybe
I
Isaac Tadé 45:56
could be a number of thing
S
Stefan 45:58
there's a number of things but for you to just look at me and measure me. You don't know.
So that's what I'm aiming to really try and educate us and bring this back to our point
where we can transfer. Since displacement. There's been nothing. We're able to transfer to
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our childrens. Our homes are gone, our communities are going. We become frustrated at
all the wrong things so we become frustrated and want to know.
I
Isaac Tadé 46:39
Take your time.
S
Stefan 46:44
It would be the simplest thing in the world, I have a program I really like to run across the
North Minneapolis is just a six blocks program a piece where you people have all these
homes and you're not willing to put in 20, 30 dollars a month, buy these properties in your
community. And whatever you use for daycare center after school programs peace
houses...But in order to do that you have to bring interest to the community. And that's
hard. That's the saddest part about North Minneapolis, South Minneapolis is halfway
there. North Minneapolis is like...frightening to where you can't trust neighborhood that
you live next to 20 years You know,
I
Isaac Tadé 47:45
take your time. You want me to get you a water?
S
Stefan 48:01
I'm not a resident, let's say, a willing resident of Minneapolis. But since I'm here. This is like
desire to understand the true needs of what has to be done not what I want to do. What
has to be done for us to be able to pass that along. I want to give you a copy of this
excerpt to this book that I wrote. It's called The Ghetto That Lived in my Head,
I
Isaac Tadé 48:39
That'd be incredible. Thank you.
S
Stefan 48:40
Yes. The Augsburg college right over here,man.
I
Isaac Tadé 48:47
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Yes sir,
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Stefan 48:47
but you will be going to stay in Minnesota?
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Isaac Tadé 48:49
yes sir.
S
Stefan 48:50
Leave you information with Pastor Melissa.
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Isaac Tadé 48:53
Thank you,
S
Stefan 48:53
so I'd get a copy of this. It's the education that 90% of African men...It's not in the schools,
language itself is kind of frightening because it's not these terms not used anymore. It's
simply important education is no longer important to most inner city kids, you have your
young black man whose family's fortunate enough to grow up in a suburb, you might get
a chance to play baseball. Maybe the chance to play professional basketball. Might even
get the chance to play hockey.
I
Isaac Tadé 49:49
Right.
S
Stefan 49:52
In the Northside Southside? It's not happening. Because they're going to pull you down. I
mean to see a young black man who spoke. I'll give you a perfect example, friend of mine,
stays on Broadway. Son got drafted to the NBA, he was shot in the back of the head here
on Lyndale Park, out of Walgreens. And guess who did it? you wouldn't believe
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Isaac Tadé 50:21
Somebody real close.
S
Stefan 50:23
His best friend. That is the saddest shit. To struggle to achieve that. Somebody just wiped
it out, like it don't mean nothing. that's what, that's where we at. And that's why I'm
committed to making a difference. You don't have the finances, you don't have the actual
people but you do have the heart, and your courage. So we sit like pastor Melissa say,
watch your eyes, not yet, we aint got time yet. You get enough people around you, and
this is a slow process. Yes, to get people like David Hewett involved, Trish Stature involved
and other politicians involved, then you can throw him in jail something put something
together. I've been, hawking David for the last two years about that, education,
education, education, Youth Link won't get involved anymore. Then they call people over
to their office, you follow this. When you get when you get through leaving, they give you
12 tokens. Now you tell me what youth is not showing up for 12 tokens you bought him a
blunt. You bought him a bag and a blunt.
I
Isaac Tadé 52:12
right,
S
Stefan 52:13
well let's keep it real. You asked him to show up and sign a few papers, so you can get the
next dollar, but they're not pushing back anything. They're just showing up for the tokens.
You're not asking you to sign these two papers how you still ain't got no house still ain't
got no education. And when we went to Youth Link, in terms of what you're not shelters
are 24 hours now. How many people can you think you could get signed up for GED
program? College program, a trade school? And they didn't even get involved! Because
it's too complex. Why would we have to do that, we just get them to sign this, they want
to do something they can do it on their own. people providng them the 12 tokens. and are
you crazy? because that's how it go. Yeah, that's true. Okay.
I
Isaac Tadé 53:12
Yes, thank you for sharing all that. Very very insightful. Um, do you have any feedback for
health commons, is there anything that we could be doing better. Is there anything that's
missing from health commons?
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Stefan 53:28
Oh, absolutely not. No. Okay, let's see. As I said, if it wasn't for the homeless, before, not
even here in central Lutheran I'm talking about the Dignity Center and other places, who
went out on a limb for me, I wouldn't have been able to have a place to stay during my
surgery in my healing process. If it wasn't for homeless kind soulsm and Katie's been 1000
ever since.
I
Isaac Tadé 54:00
Yeah, yeah. Wow, gratefulness grateful. That's incredible. I'm so happy that they were
there for you
S
Stefan 54:08
yes indeed You happy? i was grateful.
I
Isaac Tadé 54:11
That's right. Well I think that concludes our interview for today. Thank you for so much for
taking the time to share, share your story, your insight your words of advice. Your thoughts
S
Stefan 54:24
I'll get that for you and Katie. The first one is Hidden In Plain Sight. Okay. You have to kind
of read paragraph by paragraph, cause like I say it's critical thinking
I
Isaac Tadé 54:39
dig it
S
Stefan 54:40
and abrupt writing. The writing change but the mental mind has to stay focused on the
subject as a whole. Each one of those subjects changed. So, you will have to keep reading
then making the subject matter. I would really like to do what I call the speaking thing to
where as though, you can actually expound on a topic. As you, as you read that. But I can't
seem to find that platform. You found one.
Isaac Tadé 55:21
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Isaac Tadé 55:21
That's fine. Thank you very much.
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Thu, 7/29 12:23PM
25:36
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, pandemic, justice, happening, community, floyd, affordable housing, george, street, folks,
voices, struggles, commons, stay, nurse, grew, augsburg, salvation army, minneapolis, heard
SPEAKERS
Tyra, Isaac Tadé
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Tyra Thomas 2021
Thu, 7/29 12:23PM
25:36
SUMMARY KEYWORDS
people, pandemic, justice, happening, community, floyd, affordable housing, george, street, folks,
voices, struggles, commons, stay, nurse, grew, augsburg, salvation army, minneapolis, heard
SPEAKERS
Tyra, Isaac Tadé
I
Isaac Tadé 00:01
Okay, here we go. Thank you for joining us today for this oral history project for the
Augsburg University Central Health Commons. My name is Isaac Tade, I'm a student
intern with Augsburg Central Health commons, could you please introduce yourself for the
recording.
T
Tyra 00:19
My name is Tyra Thomas.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:22
Thank you, Tyra. And before we continue, I would just like to confirm that you consent to
being interviewed, and having that interview stored at Augsburg University, which will be
made available to the public.
T
Tyra 00:36
Yes.
I
Isaac Tadé 00:38
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Thank you. Okay, so can you tell me about where you grew up and who you call family.
T
Tyra 00:42
I grew up in South Minneapolis Powderhorne Park neighborhood. I have lived in suburban
areas as well like Orno, Wayzata, Long Lake, Eagan, but I grew up in South Minneapolis
and who I call family is my community of homeless and Street Voices of Change, church
family, and I am the oldest child of three.
I
Isaac Tadé 01:11
Okay. Do you have any kids?
T
Tyra 01:13
I do. I have two children, one passed away. My oldest is 35.
I
Isaac Tadé 01:21
Okay. Excellent, thank you for sharing. Sounds like you have a lot of you have a big family.
T
Tyra 01:26
Yes, and I have three grandchildren.
I
Isaac Tadé 01:27
Oh, perfect, perfect. That's awesome. Okay, so can you tell me about how you got
involved with Street Voices of Change?
T
Tyra 01:39
Wow. Street Voices Change is about to have its five year anniversary,
I
Isaac Tadé 01:44
taking it all the way back
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Tyra 01:45
then when we got together. It was a small group, just a handful of people. And it was
conversation around conditions at shelter. In particular the target was Salvation Army,
where all of our complaints were coming from, and within a year, the group grew from one
location to four.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:14
Wow, I didn't even know that.
T
Tyra 02:16
that's how much conversation and concerns folks had about conditions and treatment at
shelter.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:25
And so you were a part of the original group that founded Street Voices.
T
Tyra 02:31
Yes, yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:32
Wow. So you've seen, you've seen the full history of the program.
T
Tyra 02:38
Yes, watch it evolve to where we are now at the capital is just awesome.
I
Isaac Tadé 02:44
That's incredible.
T
Tyra 02:44
Yeah,
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Isaac Tadé 02:45
Wow, Well first of all I got to say congratulations.
T
Tyra 02:47
Thank you
I
Isaac Tadé 02:48
and, and this is this is awesome and thank you for letting me be a small part of it. So what
did life look like for you before the pandemic, and what is different for you now because of
COVID-19.
T
Tyra 03:05
Before the pandemic. I don't own a vehicle before the pandemic. I traveled a lot, so I was
always going across someone's community and seeing people I've may have seen in a
while, or being able to interact with folks. Being able to travel, because now I live a ways
from the city which is about an hour bus ride, And so it really hampered my traveling, and
because I didn't want to be exposed, right, of course, and it's going to happen the bus
would be one way
I
Isaac Tadé 03:44
and public transportation was down.
T
Tyra 03:46
Yes, and public transportation was down, so it was really hard to get around. Also I had, I
have a mental health specialist that comes to visit me, and that stops. So that was
hampering. We still had telecommunication where you can turn the phone but it's not the
same,
I
Isaac Tadé 04:09
of course,
T
Tyra 04:10
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you know, it's just like, you know Facebook people can say wherever they want or they can
send you a text say whatever they want, but looking at people's eyes, and they say, "How
you doing," you're saying "no, how you doing for real,"
I
Isaac Tadé 04:21
right, feeling them in the room.
T
Tyra 04:23
Yes, in the energy and space so that was different and difficult, of course, to deal with.
Let's see.
I
Isaac Tadé 04:34
You talked about your extended family. Were you able to see them throughout the
pandemic or no.
T
Tyra 04:41
Yeah, that was difficult, like my mother. No, because we weren't vaccinated, yet, yet, and
she has diabetes, she's older.
I
Isaac Tadé 04:53
Okay,
T
Tyra 04:53
um, my son and his fiance, they did get COVID. And we did lose his father-in-law to the
pandemic. Because their other household, their extended family, the whole house COVID
I
Isaac Tadé 05:11
Oh, I'm so sorry.
T
Tyra 05:12
So, yeah, that was hard, he spent 20 days ICU, nine of those days in a coma and he just
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didn't recover. So, you know, being able to stay connected and physically around people.
That was quite difficult because I'm a hugger. Yeah, and I just like you know I hug people
think I stole a few hugs along the way but I came out unscathed. So probably.
I
Isaac Tadé 05:13
Yeah.
T
Tyra 05:17
You know, it's just not the same but it's not. So I've got about 10,000 hugs saved up.
I
Isaac Tadé 05:49
Oh, good. Um, okay, in what ways has the pandemic changed your outlook on life. Do you
see things differently now?
T
Tyra 06:01
Huh, for myself that suffers from mental health, injuries. What I like to call it, okay. When
you say mental health illness, just means you're sick. Sounds like let's be around sick
people or disease, but if you say, mental health injury. It's like recovery.
I
Isaac Tadé 06:31
I like that,
T
Tyra 06:32
And to tell someone who just be it stay in the house, and isolate yourself is totally different
than what my therapist would say or my doctor was saying you know see people be
around people. And I learned to find ways to deal with that isolation. Staying connected,
calling people getting outside.
I
Isaac Tadé 07:11
Did you pick up any new hobbies during the pandemic COVID? Any new pets?
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Tyra 07:19
You know, actually no, I actually was able to pick up more work. I'm a volunteer. I'm
disabled, but I found more ways to get around that by zooming, you know, I've learned
how to zoom, and then I got more familiar with the computer and I'm not that computer
literate. Okay, so I learned some stuff good with my computer and yeah
I
Isaac Tadé 07:46
so exciting.
T
Tyra 07:47
Yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 07:48
I'm happy for you. Yeah. Okay, um, sounds like positive things, yes. In the summer of 2020,
the movement against systemic racism had Minneapolis, as its epicenter, with the murder
of George Floyd. Can you describe your experience living in Minneapolis/St. Paul, during
that time. So it's a heavy question.
T
Tyra 08:12
It is a heavy question because I was, I actually live an hour away from Minneapolis now
we're on a bus is maybe 15 minutes and, you know, I'm the, as soon as that happened, I
went straight to the site of Floyd's, George Floyd Square. And, did you feel,
I
Isaac Tadé 08:38
did you feel called to be there.
T
Tyra 08:40
Yes, because that corner. I was raised on that corner. 38th of Chicago is in Powderhorne
Park neighborhood
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Isaac Tadé 08:49
Yes.
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Tyra 08:50
I know the store owner. Cup foods personally.
I
Isaac Tadé 08:53
Wow.
T
Tyra 08:54
And I also had conversation with George Floyd when he was working as a provider of
security at Salvation Army.
I
Isaac Tadé 09:00
So you knew him.
T
Tyra 09:01
Yes, not personal personally but we've had,
I
Isaac Tadé 09:05
but you had spoken with him
T
Tyra 09:06
Yes, we had interaction. And I just felt drawn to, I had to go. It was just too much
connection. And it was the second night, or the first, the night after that happened, and it
rained all night I was there from about 6pm until four o'clock in the morning, I could not
leave the space, I just felt so like, do something, Minnesota. Do something. And, I came in
the house sopping wet literally left a pole in my front door, I had to drop everything right
there, and I lost my phone that night because you know what, so to replace a phone. So,
but there was a lot of beautiful people out there just supporting each other and it just kind
of just struck awe-struck just kind of like, like pinch me. Are we all we're not all dreaming
right right, You know this, this really happened. Yeah. The Donald Williams is a good friend
of mine as well.
I
Isaac Tadé 10:22
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Okay.
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Tyra 10:23
And he, when I saw him on television. It was just like, how much more connection, can I
have to this to this situation that is affected so many of us, you know, it just was deep and
too. It was just like, everything was aligned, if you will, to shine a really big light on the
struggles of black and brown bodies
I
Isaac Tadé 11:02
Yes,
T
Tyra 11:03
and a system of racism, you know.
I
Isaac Tadé 11:10
In the past year. Do you see the city healing? Do you see improvements being made
against racism? Do you see communities coming together? Do you see racial justice being
done since the murder of George Floyd?
T
Tyra 11:30
I see communities coming together but I do not see racial justice being done. I see. There's
a word for it - we've just used the other day, kind of tokenism. Like the same old bullcrap.
Over and over and over again, band aids, but not real, like the police reform at the
Capitol so watered down. You know, just give them this and they'll just go away, you know.
We know we only make up, you know what, what is it 20% of 13% of population in the
states like people. Yeah, African American, folks. We have the highest racial disparity
speaks volume on what is happening, and so I quickly had to remind myself, yes we need
reform and policing, but that's not our only problem, and I felt distracted by that with all
the other areas like education and health and housing and street voices really helped me
to stay grounded on, like, all of those other things too. Yes, we must do all of these things.
And it's nice to have that community to help you do that,
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Isaac Tadé 12:52
yes.
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Tyra 12:53
because you can't do by yourself, you probably know that. And then when we got through
Street Voices of Change got together, we realized we couldn't do it by ourselves, we had
to collaborate with others. And so yes, I definitely see community coming together, seeing
more just out in the street stuff going on, you know, and then a lot of that has to do with a
pandemic because we could meet inside
I
Isaac Tadé 13:17
people are tired of being indoors
T
Tyra 13:19
Right! you know so it means that if we were you can only have so many people in a
certain setting. And it's just healthier because the pandemic like said, I want to be outside,
and which is good because it drives community, they'll be walking by, like, what's
happening over here you know. And so, I think, like I said, I believe there's so much more
work to do.
I
Isaac Tadé 13:49
Yeah.
T
Tyra 13:51
As we were saying earlier about the three Beasts, the, you know, the COVID, George Floyd
the unrest that met in the street, and it was just like all happening at the same time, is just
amazing to now see hope. You know about it.
I
Isaac Tadé 14:17
What, what brings you hope personally.
T
Tyra 14:20
What brings me hope personally is that there's more community of colors that are really
important tables are really important, like for us to be over at the Capitol now on a Shelter
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Task Force, yes, you know, it's a big deal. It's a big deal, lots and lots of lived experience.
What else brought me hope? That Department of Justice, actually is all over the country,
talking about police reform, but that they came to this city to like, Okay. Flipping desks
now. You know what, what, what are you doing, there's so many things about the police. I
didn't even know, like, like all the search and seizures they do, where they kill for people's
pockets and related to whatever crime they want to related it to. They don't have to be
accountable for that money and we're talking millions of dollars. No one audits them and
things like that accountability is happening and that gives me hope.
I
Isaac Tadé 15:24
Good. Yeah, and what I keep hearing is, you know, accountability is not the same thing as
justice. Right. Accountability is just holding someone to a certain standard. Mm hmm. And,
and justice is more about righting the wrongs that have been done historically. And so do
you see us moving towards justice, or we're still at the state of accountability.
T
Tyra 15:48
We're still in the state of accountability, yeah, Yeah, that that term for justice. I mean,
yeah, we got it for George, but the hunt, I mean Emmett Till is still looking for justice, and
the person, you know, and hundreds of others 100 that we haven't even named, you know,
and the ones we have. Oh my gosh, try remembering them all. You know, that never got a
court date, never got an investigation. So, yeah, and again justice all around housing
justice, education, justice, you know, equal opportunity and employment, things like that,
education, education, justice, yeah. So real thing. When I was growing up here, what they
taught us about... black folks was slavery that was kind of the end of it. Yeah, I heard
about Harriet Tubman Yeah I heard about Rosa Parks, but there were so many other
things. Yes, you know. And then I'm, just the way should I say, the literature that's used that
relative to my black body. You know, it's like, okay I went to the store bought four apples
and then I came back.. but when I grew up in a community of a food desert, there weren't
apples at that corner store. Until recently,
I
Isaac Tadé 17:17
where there might have been chips and candy bars yeah, yeah, this, um, you know. back,
back in the day when I was younger than the, the cold wet food stamps the papers
stamps. And then the EBT card came, and then all of a sudden, the conversation about
food deserts, they're like, Well, where are they spending their money? On the corner stores.
So now corner stores have to in order to be contracted to get use of EBT, or provide
healthier food so some things. Yes, but actually no folks need a grocery store, right. I mean
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that's, yeah. Okay, we're almost there, you know, kind of dragging along.
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Tyra 17:56
Exactly, exactly and the prices are high in those places anyway, so.
I
Isaac Tadé 18:01
Okay. Well, I'm glad that you have had, you know, hope in your community, hope, hope
and seeing representation, and hope in you know, some of these, the mandates being
lifted and allowing people to interact again like we used to just to be regular human
beings, yes, you know, and I'm glad those things are lifting you forward.
T
Tyra 18:25
Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah. Most things give me strength, like I said, meeting here in Central,
that gives me strength. Yes, I don't do nothing else in the week, this one day of the week
for me to come and do this is, it gives me strength for the next week
I
Isaac Tadé 18:43
that's incredible, get you through.
T
Tyra 18:44
Yeah. And so, and Street Voices, does that for each other. Time colleague and he's always
saying this is his place of peace, you know, just excited waiting on Thursday. That means a
lot.
I
Isaac Tadé 19:00
There's something special that's happening here. And I'm all about it. Okay, so the next
question is, is there anything else that you want people to know or remember let's say 30
years down the line, about your experience or from people's experiences, who may have
experienced homelessness during this period of time. What should people remember
about this period of time.
T
Tyra 19:22
In homelessness for myself, on and off homelessness for 20 years, with children without
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children. I had things that were I was dealing with in life. I didn't get diagnosed for mental
health, injuries, until I was almost 40. When I learned it, I realized I was actually having
those experiences as far back as I can remember when I was eight. And I used to walk
around Powderhorne Park, all the time by myself, depressed, not knowing these that's
what,
I
Isaac Tadé 19:48
that's what it was, was he didn't have a name for it.
T
Tyra 20:21
Yeah. And then I got older, And then I got into alcoholism. And so, those struggles are still
real. Right. But when I went to treatment for those things and I came out of all that. I was
still homeless. And then I was looking for housing, when that I didn't have enough income I
was now considered disabled. And then when I got all these ducks in a row and I
went...after all was said and done I realize it's not all my fault. And so that's what I say to
our homeless community, that if you're having those struggles, you know once you get all
those things taken care of, they're still a system of oppression. And it's not only your fault
that will work against you. Mm hmm. Wow. And so, to just keep standing up for yourself
keep fighting, keep standing up for yourself. Yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 21:21
That just gave me goosebumps. Thank you for sharing. Yes, um, if you could ask people to
work on something or get involved in an issue, what would that be, Is there something
that people hearing this can help with. What issue should people be focusing on?
T
Tyra 22:00
Affordable housing, deeply affordable housing. And my dollar is just as important as your
million dollars, and it should have value. I, I don't have low income I have low wealth, it
means something to me it may not mean much to you, but it still has power, and it should
be usable should be walking around with the dollar like it's a wet food stamp, because
what I want to buy constants are costs that my dollar has value to. And so deeply
affordable housing is really where it's at. It's where it all starts, well everybody started at
home, right, and they went out into the world and maybe they went to college, maybe
they went got a trade and then they got their own place for deep affordable housing is
where it all starts. Yes.
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Isaac Tadé 23:04
Thank you, that's very wise, very wise. Um, so, have you met the nurses at Central in your
five years here, have you met the nurses.
T
Tyra 23:14
Yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 23:16
Okay. And then the next question is there any feedback that you have for them, what is
working, What could we do better. Is there anything missing from the health common
center?
T
Tyra 23:31
I probably, you know I've been around nurse Katie for years now, and I didn't. I don't really
have anything, I feel like that's missing. At this point, um, all of the services that are
provided are, are really awesome services. And, and then even the Streetwork me and
nurse Katie have went to encampments together and or went to the same encampments
either route went separate at different times and so the services are there and the
outreaches there, you know, even outside the health commons, and I couldn't ask for
anything more to bless it, yes. Yeah.
I
Isaac Tadé 24:28
Wow. Well thank you, if you let it if you do think of anything, you know, please let us know.
Okay, well, is there anything else that you would like to share with us today. Before we
finish.
T
Tyra 24:51
If the..I'll say this, okay. I found it quite interesting what I heard. If the opposites of pros is
cons. Wouldn't the opposite of progress be congress? Oh snaps Okay, keep finding. Okay,
push through.
I
Isaac Tadé 25:17
You heard it here folks, that is. Well thank you, I think that concludes our interview for
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today. That's the Mic drop. Thank you so much for taking the time to share your stories
and insights. Thank you for having me.
T
Tyra 25:33
Yes.
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